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- Aug 18, 2020
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I read a German scientifical text about cultural participation. And they differentiated between different forms of culture.
I am not sure how to translate it. There is trivial culture. I think for example stuff you watch on the TV. Then there is culture that should give you a thrill. Like many movies or TV series.
And then they had the category high-cultural events. Culturally sophisticated forms to participate in or to consume passively.
They name theatres (not to watch a movie though), operas and classical orchestras. Honestly, I give on all of that a shit. I think (and this is very sad and pathetic) I define myself a little bit too much about knowledge and I am not really that good at it. And education can give you status. And a part of me thinks that status is important to me. But I will never belong to a "Bildungsbürger". That's quite a German term. It is hard to translate. Maybe cultivated middle class/educated elite/educated burgeoisie.
I will never learn all the codes with which elites signal to each other that they are part of it. Honestly, I will be poor in the future and my fraudulence with intelligence won't help. I am a really try hard somewhat intelligent guy. Self-aware enough to realize what a mess I am.
I was raised in a completely wrong way. And the way education works was taught to me in a completely skewed way. My mom often pressured me when doing homework and insulted me for being dumb. The TV raised me as a teenager and child. I started to educate myself with 15.
Besides I don't have good genes I think the environment I was raised in makes me highly unqualified for higher education. For me its more about status. And this isn't what education should be about. It's about power for me. And personally I think the quantum physics professor thought I just became a bully myself because people mocked me for being dumb.
I struggle to enjoy many things. I am reading a lot about politics and I consider most other things a waste of time. But I think reading these texts about politics is worth pretty much nothing. I try to see more the whole spectrum of activities to enjoy. From time to time I started to watch movies again. Or I want to read some David Foster Wallace stories again.
I think going to a theater, opera, ballet or classical orchestra would bore the shit out of me. I cannot understand why people actually like that. But I think this might be asperger related. And theory of mind related. I also don't understand why people actually play board games or why people enjoy exercising.
I am certainly not part of the club. And never will be. I would be interested how many people on here are interested high-cultural events. And whether you enjoyed it organically or whether the way you were raised contributed to it?
I enjoy posting on Sanctioned Suicide though.
I am not sure how to translate it. There is trivial culture. I think for example stuff you watch on the TV. Then there is culture that should give you a thrill. Like many movies or TV series.
And then they had the category high-cultural events. Culturally sophisticated forms to participate in or to consume passively.
They name theatres (not to watch a movie though), operas and classical orchestras. Honestly, I give on all of that a shit. I think (and this is very sad and pathetic) I define myself a little bit too much about knowledge and I am not really that good at it. And education can give you status. And a part of me thinks that status is important to me. But I will never belong to a "Bildungsbürger". That's quite a German term. It is hard to translate. Maybe cultivated middle class/educated elite/educated burgeoisie.
I will never learn all the codes with which elites signal to each other that they are part of it. Honestly, I will be poor in the future and my fraudulence with intelligence won't help. I am a really try hard somewhat intelligent guy. Self-aware enough to realize what a mess I am.
I was raised in a completely wrong way. And the way education works was taught to me in a completely skewed way. My mom often pressured me when doing homework and insulted me for being dumb. The TV raised me as a teenager and child. I started to educate myself with 15.
Besides I don't have good genes I think the environment I was raised in makes me highly unqualified for higher education. For me its more about status. And this isn't what education should be about. It's about power for me. And personally I think the quantum physics professor thought I just became a bully myself because people mocked me for being dumb.
I struggle to enjoy many things. I am reading a lot about politics and I consider most other things a waste of time. But I think reading these texts about politics is worth pretty much nothing. I try to see more the whole spectrum of activities to enjoy. From time to time I started to watch movies again. Or I want to read some David Foster Wallace stories again.
I think going to a theater, opera, ballet or classical orchestra would bore the shit out of me. I cannot understand why people actually like that. But I think this might be asperger related. And theory of mind related. I also don't understand why people actually play board games or why people enjoy exercising.
I am certainly not part of the club. And never will be. I would be interested how many people on here are interested high-cultural events. And whether you enjoyed it organically or whether the way you were raised contributed to it?
I enjoy posting on Sanctioned Suicide though.