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ToANewWorld

ToANewWorld

Rarity
Apr 16, 2025
70
The decision to ctb is pretty drastic all things considered. Have you noticed yourself engaging in more risk taking activity since deciding to ctb? Gambling, drugs, adrenaline seeking, sex, credit card debt, other actions?
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Wizard
Apr 21, 2025
677
So there was some kind of scale here. IDK where it is, but yeah when I was 7,8, I would drive home recklessly. Do 80 on turns in the rain. Drove through decent fog at night doing 70 one night. I really couldn't control it. I didnt do those things on purpose. My emotions were busting out of me.
 
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L9my

L9my

they are dead, for they have no dreams
Nov 22, 2024
977
The next year (as in 2026) doesn't matter as far as I'm concerned. So I've removed myself from thinking about the future.
So I'm doing things I wouldn't do if I planned to live longer.
 
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pixi

pixi

how can you escape from yourself?
Jan 11, 2025
99
hell yeah and it feels amazi ng!!!!!
 
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