Have you been driven to suicide by a demon or ghost haunting you?

[MBG]

The title pretty much says it all: are you suicidal because a ghost (spirit of a deceased human) or demon (a non human spirit), has driven you to CTB?

If yes—regardless of your religious faith or practice—have you reached out to a Catholic priest for help? If yes, what happened? If not, why not?

FWIW while I am a Christian, I am not Catholic. But if I was under some sort of extraordinary spiritual/paranormal attack I'd seek out a Catholic exorcist for help. The Catholic Church has centuries of "institutional memory" of dealing with such things.

 

[sserafim]

No, I don't believe in that

 

[4.I.2.Must.Die]

The title pretty much says it all: are you suicidal because a ghost (spirit of a deceased human) or demon (a non human spirit), has driven you to CTB?

If yes—regardless of your religious faith or practice—have you reached out to a Catholic priest for help? If yes, what happened? If not, why not?

FWIW while I am a Christian, I am not Catholic. But if I was under some sort of extraordinary spiritual/paranormal attack I'd seek out a Catholic exorcist for help. The Catholic Church has centuries of "institutional memory" of dealing with such things.

Are you serious

 

[Kit1]

No. Apart from the ghosts and memories of the pasts and the human demons that serves our systems who fail tontreat us humanely Nd meet our care needs.

 

[MBG]

Are you serious

Have you ever seen episodes of HauntTV, Paranormal Survivor or A Haunting on YouTube? There's also lots of YouTube interviews and lectures by Catholic and other exorcists talking about spiritual attacks. Fascinating stuff for those who believe in a spiritual dimension to life and reality.

But spiritual talk is not for crass materialists who believe we're all nothing more than walking & talking piles of dirt and that the very notion of good vs evil is absurd. Love, justice, mercy: they are nothing more than quaint fantasies—the stuff of bedtime stories to comfort little children. In reality the materialist believes whether they kiss you or kill you it's all the same. Life has no meaning. A serial killer is not good or evil for those are mere social constructs. He is just a man with an unusual hobby…

 

[sserafim]

Have you ever seen episodes of HauntTV, Paranormal Survivor or A Haunting on YouTube? There's also lots of YouTube interviews and lectures by Catholic and other exorcists talking about spiritual attacks. Fascinating stuff for those who believe in a spiritual dimension to life and reality.

But spiritual talk is not for crass materialists who believe we're all nothing more than walking & talking piles of dirt and that the very notion of good vs evil is absurd. Love, justice, mercy: they are nothing more than quaint fantasies. The stuff of bedtime stories to comfort children. In reality the materialist believes whether they kiss you or kill you it's all the same. Life has no meaning. A serial killer is just a man with an unusual hobby…

I did have a dream where I entered this room that was evil though. It felt evil; something felt wicked about it. I left the room because I didn't feel good. Do you think there could have been a paranormal spirit there?

 

[throneofdispair03]

but... the ghost would stills be there even after someone' killed themselves.. no? You'll just be a ghost with them haha

 

[MBG]

The reason I posted the question is because I was just watching an episode of HauntTV and the person the episode was about said after months of haunting they felt suicidal. That made me curious if anyone was here because of a similar situation.

 

[heysunshine]

I don't have any concrete reason to think I'm being persuaded into suicide by some sort of entity, but my upbringing does make me fear it. I worry that I'm harming myself and feeling so ready to ctb because I'm influenced by some sort of demon or negative energy. I also am afraid of somehow having my (whatever happens after death, idk, soul/energy/whatevs) stolen by them and somehow tortured for eternity for falling into their trap. But again, i feel like that's my upbringing trying to torture me. I don't have any reason to actually think that is happening to me. Especially because my desire to CTB doesn't really go away and has been around so long. It is not like I moved to a new apartment, and BAM: suicidal. I've been this way forever. Who knows though

 

[MBG]

but... the ghost would stills be there even after someone' killed themselves.. no? You'll just be a ghost with them haha

From what I've heard from those sources some spirits want you to stay and may even follow you if you move. They thrive on your terror.

Others want you gone, out of wherever they're residing. Either way the original spirit wants to stay.

Whether after you CTB you'll stay around too (like in the movie Ghost), or you move on I do not know.

 

[sserafim]

From what I've heard from those sources some spirits want you to stay and may even follow you if you move. They thrive on your terror.

Others want you gone, out of wherever they're residing. Either way the original spirit wants to stay.

Whether after you CTB you'll stay around too (like in the movie Ghost), or you move on I do not know.

Can they find you in dreams?

 

[MBG]

I did have a dream where I entered this room that was evil though. It felt evil; something felt wicked about it. I left the room because I didn't feel good. Do you think there could have been a paranormal spirit there?

I'm no expert, but IIRC a Catholic exorcist said demons cannot read your mind but they do closely observe what you say and do, what you're reading, watching and listening to and can guess what you're thinking and likely to say or do. So most likely that was your subconscious encouraging you trust your gut instincts or "female intuition" and flee from evil.

 

[jacobryan]

Have you ever seen episodes of HauntTV, Paranormal Survivor or A Haunting on YouTube? There's also lots of YouTube interviews and lectures by Catholic and other exorcists talking about spiritual attacks. Fascinating stuff for those who believe in a spiritual dimension to life and reality.

But spiritual talk is not for crass materialists who believe we're all nothing more than walking & talking piles of dirt and that the very notion of good vs evil is absurd. Love, justice, mercy: they are nothing more than quaint fantasies. The stuff of bedtime stories to comfort children. In reality the materialist believes whether they kiss you or kill you it's all the same. Life has no meaning. A serial killer is just a man with an unusual hobby…

A serial killer is just a man with an unusual hobby.

I never thought of it like that before. Some people collect baseball cards, some collect coins. The serial killer collects dead bodies (most either leave them to be found or bury them in the same place, like keeping them).

 

[MBG]

I don't have any concrete reason to think I'm being persuaded into suicide by some sort of entity, but my upbringing does make me fear it. I worry that I'm harming myself and feeling so ready to ctb because I'm influenced by some sort of demon or negative energy. I also am afraid of somehow having my (whatever happens after death, idk, soul/energy/whatevs) stolen by them and somehow tortured for eternity for falling into their trap. But again, i feel like that's my upbringing trying to torture me. I don't have any reason to actually think that is happening to me. Especially because my desire to CTB doesn't really go away and has been around so long. It is not like I moved to a new apartment, and BAM: suicidal. I've been this way forever. Who knows though

Please elaborate on your upbringing and religious background either here or Private Message

 

[divinemistress36]

Tell the spirit to fuck off

 

[MBG]

Can they find you in dreams?

I do not believe so, at least not unless you invite them in somehow.

One thing several Catholic exorcists said is that as long as you do not invite demons in (by using tarot cards, ouija boards, summoning the dead, witchcraft, Satanism, etc), and live a good, solid Catholic life (daily prayer, Bible reading, weekly Mass and Eucharist, monthly confession), you are highly unlikely to suffer spiritual attack.

I assume that pattern is similar for Eastern Orthodox and Episcopalians, maybe even Lutherans.

For evangelicals and fundamentalists I guess it would be daily prayer and Bible study, weekly church service and monthly communion.

 

[heysunshine]

Please elaborate on your upbringing and religious background either here or Private Message

Let me begin by saying I do not agree with my upbringing. I hate the way religion is used for control and fear. It disgusts me. Those who succeed with it are welcome to do what makes them happy, but I've only ever been bullied, isolated, and repressed by religious leaders and their followers. They tend to be the ones causing the problems in my community, and the ones content to offer some lip service in public, but do nothing to help anyone but themselves, and let the problems go on until it's only them that are able to survive. But anyway...

My parents raised me as a christian, but this is the southern united states brand of it, which in my opinion, is ridiculously intense and rigid. There's a lot of loose interpretations of the bible depending on what's useful to Those In Power (businesses, gov't, rich people), but everyone else better not get of their own ideas or they risk ostracization and / or humiliation. I was raised being told that hell is real, and demons wander the earth trying to trick you into giving them your soul. They make it look like your idea because "free will", and it's up to us to just somehow know that it's all the devil tricking us and if we fall into any of these amazingly complex and debilitating devil traps, it is all our fault and we deserve hell. Only loving and following god can save you, but you have to be on his good side or forget about any sort of salvation. And by god's good side... they really mean the church's good side.... Which means status or money.... Then you're untouchable no matter what you do. Everyone knows that god loves the rich and powerful people. That's why the devil only preys on normal people who dare to be born, and then he uses all the most fun and wonderful things that normal people like to try and convince them over to his side. He will use every part of your life and personality to trick you. So if you like food, the devil will use food to destroy your life and somehow try to steal your soul. If you like sex, the same. If you're a person who is depressed and sees no point in life, my upbringing says that this is all a lie. Your life is actually amazing and wonderful because god, you just can't see that because the devil is tricking you. And you can't believe it or act on this despair or you'll go to hell. And if you go, you deserve it, so really nobody cares. You should have been stronger and resisted the ooooh soooo obvious tricks of the devil and just continued to live a pointless life where you only serve Those In Charge and never get any relief. So you can choose to be miserable in life, or in death. Or both, I guess, if you decide to play their game for a while before CTB.

This was a super big ramble. TLDR; MY UPBRINGING THAT I DO NOT AGREE WITH SAYS: The devil uses your feelings to trick you. All bad feelings you feel are the devil lying to you. Acting on them condemns you to hell because you weren't playing on the god team by listening to the overwhelming, crushing feelings you experience every day. Suicide means that you weren't strong enough to die as god intended. You fell into the devil's trap in some way. By devil, this could be "the devil" or any of the demons from hell. The demons are supposedly prancing around earth all the time trying to fill their quota and steal souls, and suicide is one of the ways to trick and secure a soul forever. I sometimes fear that my desire to CTB is part of this cycle, but honestly have no real reason to think that. I don't feel like I'm being haunted right now or oppressed by a certain entity. I'm just oppressed by life.

With that said... if hypothetically, I did feel like I was being haunted, there would likely be a variety of sources I would ask for help. Demons would have to be a universal spiritual phenomena, in this case, meaning that a catholic exorcist can't have the all-perfect solution to them because Catholicism isn't really that old. It would need to be a layered, varied approach that considered what the overarching truth of "demons" or "the devil" is, and find a way to eliminate this force from my life energetically. So idk if only catholic priests would be the ones with the answers for me. I bet they may even make things worse on some occasions where a different energetic approach is needed.

I hope that answers your question. Feel free to ask more if I didn't explain things well or if you want clarification.

 

[sserafim]

I'm no expert, but IIRC a Catholic exorcist said demons cannot read your mind but they do closely observe what you say and do, what you're reading, watching and listening to and can guess what you're thinking and likely to say or do. So most likely that was your subconscious encouraging you trust your gut instincts or "female intuition" and flee from evil.

Do you think that room could have been haunted? It was in a jungle. I had to walk up some stairs to reach it. There were other people who went in there with me, but I escaped. They were left in there. I don't know what happened to them. This all occurred in a dream though

 

[Raindancer]

Do you think that room could have been haunted? It was in a jungle. I had to walk up some stairs to reach it. There were other people who went in there with me, but I escaped. They were left in there. I don't know what happened to them. This all occurred in a dream though

From my understanding, certain areas can be under the authority of negative spirits so I would say there may be a possibility that room was. I felt that way about a town I used to live in. After I left, anytime I returned I felt very negative oppressive feelings.

 

[mtoro998]

No but soon I will be a ghost.

 

[MBG]

Do you think that room could have been haunted? It was in a jungle. I had to walk up some stairs to reach it. There were other people who went in there with me, but I escaped. They were left in there. I don't know what happened to them. This all occurred in a dream though

Is there a room in your life that corresponds to this oppressive dream room? If yes, I'd say best to avoid it. If no, I do not believe a spirit can enter your mind and infest a room in your dreams.

Fascinating dream though. Lesson: if you follow the herd, you might get slaughtered.

What's your religious background? (PM if you prefer.)

 

[escape_from_hell]

I had nightmares as a child that I am not sure may have been sleepwalking episodes or something where I went to the basement in the house and there was some ritual shit going down and 'they' were all waiting for me trying to trap me down there. I'd escape the basement and all the sudden all color was like grayscale and things were silent. I'd go to family members' rooms crying and panicked. I'd find them, and they'd call me over and I'd see they were different in some way. Transformed into some evil shit. I had nowhere to go. Many variations of that nightmare. Roaming around at night when things were 'transformed' almost like a silent hill world in my home or something (long before that video game came out), seeing creatures and shit on the floor, crawling to my parents room and screaming but they are lying there lifeless.

Would also frequently have nightmares or some kind of state I was in my room and was like trapped in there late at night, and would try to turn the light on, but the light would always be on very very dimly, and I just felt awful and clouded. And for some reason I could never fix the light or change the bulb and just felt intensely uncomfortable. I'd always think "oh no, not this again." It's a strange memory I still have.

Also had a nightmare where I was being dragged into strange area or room down stairs and through a gate that I perceived to be hell, and heard a voice say "I'm taking you, *myname*" and it was the only time I ever remember hearing my own name in a dream. That shit still gets me to this day and I can clearly recall the voice now.

But no spiritual attacks or something directly I am aware of. Sometimes I have states where fear like this just builds up, like my amygdala is going crazy and no amount of rationality can unfuck it. A lot of dreams about being in hell and trying to escape. Many nightmares waking up screaming, including layered ones where I think I escape a nightmare waking up like that and am still in one.

I am not religious or anything by the way.

If anything these experiences have made it very tough to CTB.
Also as a side note had a 'loving girlfriend' once that I would wake up screaming in the night from my nightmares, shortly after returning from a warzone by the way, and she scolded me for it. Said "what's wrong with you? like isn't that childish?" And I'm like, "just had a nightmare..." and she said "well, it's really annoying. You need to control it."
And I accepted that kind of treatment in my life, desperate for connection.
I kind of hate having shared this just now because just bringing the memories up makes me a little scared to go to sleep because the nightmares can get gnarly for me sometimes, tears running down my face as I lay there speechless type of shit unfortunately. Worse than any bad drug trips I've had.

 

[sserafim]

Is there a room in your life that corresponds to this oppressive dream room? If yes, I'd say best to avoid it. If no, I do not believe a spirit can enter your mind and infest a room in your dreams.

Fascinating dream though. Lesson: if you follow the herd, you might get slaughtered.

What's your religious background? (PM if you prefer.)

No, I don't think so? I'm born and raised atheist but I'm kind of spiritual; I believe in reincarnation and stuff.

 

[hopeless08]

The title pretty much says it all: are you suicidal because a ghost (spirit of a deceased human) or demon (a non human spirit), has driven you to CTB?

If yes—regardless of your religious faith or practice—have you reached out to a Catholic priest for help? If yes, what happened? If not, why not?

FWIW while I am a Christian, I am not Catholic. But if I was under some sort of extraordinary spiritual/paranormal attack I'd seek out a Catholic exorcist for help. The Catholic Church has centuries of "institutional memory" of dealing with such things.

Omg I relate 100%. I believe I've been cursed and somehow a dark entity or demon has attached its self to me and I know I invited it in. When I was younger I constantly used to hold seances and use the ouija board all the time thinking it was just a game and was communicating with regular spirits but apparently that's a gateway to invite spirits, negative spirits or demonic entities into your home and they say they can attach themselves to you. I know I sound completely crazy but I swear I experienced communicating with spirits through these so called games that I played with cousins and friends.
And yes, I'm not catholic but had a priest bless me and the house, I've even had mediums try to rid me of this dark energy but nothing worked and you guys must be thinking that this medium/ psychic was just after my money but she didn't charge me since I knew her from a friend, the moment she saw me she told me I had a dark aura that's attached itself to me and would try to get rid of it but that it wouldn't be easy since it's been like that for many years and obviously she wasn't successful so I really believe. I know you guys must being thinking I'm a nut but seriously anyone thinking of using an ouija board out of curiosity, please dont. I don't even think they sell them anymore because of these reported cases.

 

[MBG]

Omg I relate 100%. I believe I've been cursed and somehow a dark entity or demon has attached its self to me and I know I invited it in. When I was younger I constantly used to hold seances and use the ouija board all the time thinking it was just a game and was communicating with regular spirits but apparently that's a gateway to invite spirits, negative spirits or demonic entities into your home and they say they can attach themselves to you. I know I sound completely crazy but I swear I experienced communicating with spirits through these so called games that I played with cousins and friends.
And yes, I'm not catholic but had a priest bless me and the house, I've even had mediums try to rid me of this dark energy but nothing worked and you guys must be thinking that this medium/ psychic was just after my money but she didn't charge me since I knew her from a friend, the moment she saw me she told me I had a dark aura that's attached itself to me and would try to get rid of it but that it wouldn't be easy since it's been like that for many years and obviously she wasn't successful so I really believe. I know you guys must being thinking I'm a nut but seriously anyone thinking of using an ouija board out of curiosity, please dont. I don't even think they sell them anymore because of these reported cases.

Ouija boards are still being sold, from basic ones under $10 to artistic ones over $50 on Amazon.

IIRC a possessed (infested?) person cannot stand being sprinkled with holy water, much less drink it. Ask a priest if you could have a cup of it to drink to test yourself. If you can drink it with no problem, great. If you can't ask about getting a minor exorcism.

Fr. Ripperger, a Catholic exorcist on YouTube, has a "Prayer Prescription" that he says is sufficient in itself to help may people who are being afflicted and oppressed by evil entities. You can find a link to it at:

Printed Material

Printed Material Phase 1 Prayer Prescription: Download PDF Free Masonic Renunciation Prayers: Download PDF Faculties of the Human Person: Download PDF Fr. Ripperger’s Authority Chart: Download PDF Fr. Ripperger’s Blessing Chart: Download PDF Flow

liberchristo.org

As for me, optimally I pray the Lord's Prayer ("Our Farther…"), 3x a day (breakfast/6am, lunch/noon and dinner/6pm) with a prayer of thanks for the meal. I'll spend 10 min singing praise songs, 10 min reading the Bible and 10 min in ACTS prayer (Adoration, Confession, Thanksgiving and Supplication) in the morning. I often free form pray while I'm driving and I'll end the day by playing Gregorian chants on YouTube in the background while I do dishes after dinner. They're actually kind relaxing to wind down at the end of the day.

Try something like that for a month. If you don't feel much better, maybe ask a priest for a "Minor Exorcism."

No, I don't think so? I'm born and raised atheist but I'm kind of spiritual; I believe in reincarnation and stuff.

You, too, may want to try what I just posted above to see if it helps.

*****

Fr. Ripperger, a Catholic exorcist on YouTube, has a "Prayer Prescription" that he says is sufficient in itself to help may people who are being afflicted and oppressed by evil entities. You can find a link to it at:

Printed Material

Printed Material Phase 1 Prayer Prescription: Download PDF Free Masonic Renunciation Prayers: Download PDF Faculties of the Human Person: Download PDF Fr. Ripperger’s Authority Chart: Download PDF Fr. Ripperger’s Blessing Chart: Download PDF Flow

liberchristo.org

As for me, optimally I pray the Lord's Prayer (see Matthew chapter 6 verses 9-13 "Our Farther…"), 3x a day (breakfast/6am, lunch/noon and dinner/6pm) with a prayer of thanks for the meal. I'll spend 10 min singing praise songs, 10 min reading the Bible and 10 min in ACTS prayer (Adoration, Confession, Thanksgiving and Supplication) in the morning. I often free form pray while I'm driving and I'll end the day by playing Gregorian chants on YouTube while I do the day's dishes after dinner. They're actually kind of relaxing to help you wind down at the end of the day.

Try something like that for a month. Visit different churches on Sundays. If you don't feel much better, maybe ask a priest for a "Minor Exorcism."

 

[hopeless08]

Ouija boards are still being sold, from basic ones under $10 to artistic ones over $50 on Amazon.

IIRC a possessed (infested?) person cannot stand being sprinkled with holy water, much less drink it. Ask a priest if you could have a cup of it to drink to test yourself. If you can drink it with no problem, great. If you can't ask about getting a minor exorcism.

Fr. Ripperger, a Catholic exorcist on YouTube, has a "Prayer Prescription" that he says is sufficient in itself to help may people who are being afflicted and oppressed by evil entities. You can find a link to it at:

Printed Material

Printed Material Phase 1 Prayer Prescription: Download PDF Free Masonic Renunciation Prayers: Download PDF Faculties of the Human Person: Download PDF Fr. Ripperger’s Authority Chart: Download PDF Fr. Ripperger’s Blessing Chart: Download PDF Flow

liberchristo.org

As for me, optimally I pray the Lord's Prayer ("Our Farther…"), 3x a day (breakfast/6am, lunch/noon and dinner/6pm) with a prayer of thanks for the meal. I'll spend 10 min singing praise songs, 10 min reading the Bible and 10 min in ACTS prayer (Adoration, Confession, Thanksgiving and Supplication) in the morning. I often free form pray while I'm driving and I'll end the day by playing Gregorian chants on YouTube in the background while I do dishes after dinner. They're actually kind relaxing to wind down at the end of the day.

Try something like that for a month. If you don't feel much better, maybe ask a priest for a "Minor Exorcism."

You, too, may want to try what I just posted above to see if it helps.

*****

Fr. Ripperger, a Catholic exorcist on YouTube, has a "Prayer Prescription" that he says is sufficient in itself to help may people who are being afflicted and oppressed by evil entities. You can find a link to it at:

Printed Material

Printed Material Phase 1 Prayer Prescription: Download PDF Free Masonic Renunciation Prayers: Download PDF Faculties of the Human Person: Download PDF Fr. Ripperger’s Authority Chart: Download PDF Fr. Ripperger’s Blessing Chart: Download PDF Flow

liberchristo.org

As for me, optimally I pray the Lord's Prayer (see Matthew chapter 6 verses 9-13 "Our Farther…"), 3x a day (breakfast/6am, lunch/noon and dinner/6pm) with a prayer of thanks for the meal. I'll spend 10 min singing praise songs, 10 min reading the Bible and 10 min in ACTS prayer (Adoration, Confession, Thanksgiving and Supplication) in the morning. I often free form pray while I'm driving and I'll end the day by playing Gregorian chants on YouTube while I do the day's dishes after dinner. They're actually kind of relaxing to help you wind down at the end of the day.

Try something like that for a month. Visit different churches on Sundays. If you don't feel much better, maybe ask a priest for a "Minor Exorcism."

No I know I'm not possessed but I'm pretty sure that there's a negative entity attached to me but I'll definitely try the prayer prescription, at this point I'll try anything as I've tried everything under the sun and nothings worked from psychiatrists, antidepressants, meditation
lighting sage, they say Native Americans used to do it to get rid of negative energy.
Thanks I appreciate the suggestion

 

[MBG]

I had nightmares as a child that I am not sure may have been sleepwalking episodes or something where I went to the basement in the house and there was some ritual shit going down and 'they' were all waiting for me trying to trap me down there. I'd escape the basement and all the sudden all color was like grayscale and things were silent. I'd go to family members' rooms crying and panicked. I'd find them, and they'd call me over and I'd see they were different in some way. Transformed into some evil shit. I had nowhere to go. Many variations of that nightmare. Roaming around at night when things were 'transformed' almost like a silent hill world in my home or something (long before that video game came out), seeing creatures and shit on the floor, crawling to my parents room and screaming but they are lying there lifeless.

Would also frequently have nightmares or some kind of state I was in my room and was like trapped in there late at night, and would try to turn the light on, but the light would always be on very very dimly, and I just felt awful and clouded. And for some reason I could never fix the light or change the bulb and just felt intensely uncomfortable. I'd always think "oh no, not this again." It's a strange memory I still have.

Also had a nightmare where I was being dragged into strange area or room down stairs and through a gate that I perceived to be hell, and heard a voice say "I'm taking you, *myname*" and it was the only time I ever remember hearing my own name in a dream. That shit still gets me to this day and I can clearly recall the voice now.

But no spiritual attacks or something directly I am aware of. Sometimes I have states where fear like this just builds up, like my amygdala is going crazy and no amount of rationality can unfuck it. A lot of dreams about being in hell and trying to escape. Many nightmares waking up screaming, including layered ones where I think I escape a nightmare waking up like that and am still in one.

I am not religious or anything by the way.

If anything these experiences have made it very tough to CTB.
Also as a side note had a 'loving girlfriend' once that I would wake up screaming in the night from my nightmares, shortly after returning from a warzone by the way, and she scolded me for it. Said "what's wrong with you? like isn't that childish?" And I'm like, "just had a nightmare..." and she said "well, it's really annoying. You need to control it."
And I accepted that kind of treatment in my life, desperate for connection.
I kind of hate having shared this just now because just bringing the memories up makes me a little scared to go to sleep because the nightmares can get gnarly for me sometimes, tears running down my face as I lay there speechless type of shit unfortunately. Worse than any bad drug trips I've had.

I'm sorry to hear of your suffering for so many years. If your ex went through that for a week she might have been sympathetic.

Sounds horrible. You may want to try that month of prayer I suggested to others above. Just start your day with a prayer like "God, I don't know if you're real, but if you are I'll be reaching out to you for help and guidance today."

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

Rather ghosts of the past...

 

[MBG]

No I know I'm not possessed but I'm pretty sure that there's a negative entity attached to me but I'll definitely try the prayer prescription, at this point I'll try anything as I've tried everything under the sun and nothings worked from psychiatrists, antidepressants, meditation
lighting sage, they say Native Americans used to do it to get rid of negative energy.
Thanks I appreciate the suggestion

IIRC some people can have a demon in them (e.g., from middle school dabbling in the occult), that lays dormant until something triggers it years later. I don't recall the term for that (possession? oppression? infestation?), but that's what I'd want to make sure isn't going on. All it takes is drinking some blessed holy water.

 

[hopeless08]

Yeah exactly I also heard that the entity can be dormant for many years and somehow manifest and affect you later in life. People think those ouija boards are just for fun, they're not something to mess around with.