Help Have people successfully CTB’d from brick and mortar SN?

[pedro3211]

Still lost on where to find the product but regardless, has anyone successfully CTB'd from brick and mortar SN?

 

[Surek]

It looks like Daisy88_99 managed to CTB using B&M... She ordered it twice and tested it twice, everything was okay. But it's only been two days, so it's too early to draw conclusions, though her last message to me indicates that she actually did it

 

[Passenger4224]

Someone else on here recently tried it. I forget who and if the person has been online since. The thread is titled B&M SN or something like that

 

[tree.sn]

It looks like Daisy88_99 managed to CTB using B&M... She ordered it twice and tested it twice, everything was okay. But it's only been two days, so it's too early to draw conclusions, though her last message to me indicates that she actually did it

Was she using the 98 percent one? (BW)

 

[Surek]

Was she using the 98 percent one? (BW)

Yes, she received the one with a predominantly white label twice

 

[tree.sn]

Yes, she received the one with a predominantly white label twice

Are you also planning on using the same one?

 

[Surek]

Are you also planning on using the same one?

I'm not from NA, I have a different SN (but generally I decided to switch the SN to Azide due to SI issues, as well as personal preference)

 

[pedro3211]

I'm not from NA, I have a different SN (but generally I decided to switch the SN to Azide due to SI issues, as well as personal preference)

What's the difference between SN and Azide and how did that help your SI/ personal preference?

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

I'm not from NA, I have a different SN (but generally I decided to switch the SN to Azide due to SI issues, as well as personal preference)

Isn't azide more painful than SN?

 

[Surek]

What's the difference between SN and Azide and how did that help your SI/ personal preference?

Azide works like cyanide, but there is no antidote for it. My preference is based on the fact that I'm simply tired of SN and studying it; I just want to be able to drink something without worrying that I might be saved. This resonates with my first failed attempt using caffeine, when I did it in my room without thinking about the fact that someone was nearby and that I could be rescued. But whereas with caffeine I didn't think about it because... I don't know, I just didn't, with SN I have to calculate everything, take various factors into account, etc. My suicide has turned from a desire into a chore, and it is depressing me. As for SI - based on recent experience, I suspect that after I drink the solution, I might panic and try to save myself, and I don't want that, so in this aspect, my preference has also leaned toward Azide. It is said to be more painful than SN, but I am ready to accept that

 

[pedro3211]

Azide works like cyanide, but there is no antidote for it. My preference is based on the fact that I'm simply tired of SN and studying it; I just want to be able to drink something without worrying that I might be saved. This resonates with my first failed attempt using caffeine, when I did it in my room without thinking about the fact that someone was nearby and that I could be rescued. But whereas with caffeine I didn't think about it because... I don't know, I just didn't, with SN I have to calculate everything, take various factors into account, etc. My suicide has turned from a desire into a chore, and it is depressing me. As for SI - based on recent experience, I suspect that after I drink the solution, I might panic and try to save myself, and I don't want that, so in this aspect, my preference has also leaned toward Azide. It is said to be more painful than SN, but I am ready to accept that

How does one aquire azide?

 

[Surek]

Isn't azide more painful than SN?

Yeah, maybe, but I don't have any experience yet, so I don't know :P

How does one aquire azide?

To be honest, I have no idea about NA/Europe/Asia. In my region, it's currently as easy to get as SN used to be. Right now, there are some difficulties with SN here, though I think it can still be bought directly from the manufacturers