Cya89

Cya89

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Because N requires swallowing two gross tasting bottles of liquid, but SN (from my understanding) is just swallowing a small amount and then mild nausea/a headache follows. N is supposedly the holy grail but would you guys switch to SN instead in my position? SN just sounds more appealing at first glance, less chance of vomiting it up etc.
 
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Asta

Asta

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Jun 7, 2019
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Never! Having been a witness by phone to those who took N and were asleep in about 3 minutes and gone in 45 (one took Dramamine, two took Motillium), there is no way I'd consider SN over N. After 3 years on the Exit forum, there were no reports of anyone throwing it up. Also, Dr. N said that vomiting was rare.

Read jmg63's "N Taste Guide" here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-taste-guide-draft.26278/#post-478718 :hug:
 
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DepressionsAHo

DepressionsAHo

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Feb 15, 2019
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No lol. I wouldn't. Sorry but it's a strong no go for me
Oh. And I AM in your position
 
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ZeroNine

ZeroNine

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There is a reason why N is considered the gold standard mean to catch the bus...
 
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Miserable

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N for sure
 
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RedPanda

RedPanda

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Jul 16, 2019
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You basically have access to the highest tier, most prized possession of exiting reality. I wouldn't even consider SN if i had access to N. No way!
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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N. I wouldn't think twice. You'll fall asleep and then die.
 
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Dartz

Dartz

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Jun 29, 2018
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Sup, survived an SN attempt last night. N is the gold standard and I have no idea why the fuck you would want to use ANYTHING else if you have it already.
 
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a_strange_day

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Jul 16, 2019
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I don't know why but I was pretty sure you'd get lots of thoughts :)
 
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Kikoo Loool

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Because N requires swallowing two gross tasting bottles of liquid, but SN (from my understanding) is just swallowing a small amount and then mild nausea/a headache follows. N is supposedly the holy grail but would you guys switch to SN instead in my position? SN just sounds more appealing at first glance, less chance of vomiting it up etc.
Wow I'd be ready to buy your N without any hesitation! SN looks good buh N so much greater!
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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Sup, survived an SN attempt last night. N is the gold standard and I have no idea why the fuck you would want to use ANYTHING else if you have it already.
What happened? Could you make a thread with that experience?
 
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Mud.

Mud.

Arcanist
Oct 27, 2018
403
Wow I'd be ready to buy your N without any hesitation! SN looks good buh N so much greater!
I'm not saying the OP is lying, but if you PM the OP and he/she might be willing to sell the N., please be careful.
Very few people would consider SN the better option.
 
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BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

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Apr 7, 2019
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Me, for example
Simply because SN costs next to nothing and is legal, while N costs my entire savings and I cant even be sure it arrives.
Although it would be ideal to go the most painlessly if I had that kinda money and easy access
 
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Dartz

Dartz

Give Me The Dirt
Jun 29, 2018
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What happened? Could you make a thread with that experience?

TL:DR

zoning out on benzos after fasting, blacking out for 2 hours, waking up very sweaty, confusion/dizzy, turning blue around the lips and fingers, spewing up a lot of blood I don't remember, took more benzos did a line of coke and slept it off for a few hours. Woke up cold and shaking 6 hours later and seemed ok. I've died of a deliberate heroin OD before and bear in mind my body can take vastly more abuse than most. It was calculated correctly but my body somehow survived.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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TL:DR

zoning out on benzos after fasting, blacking out for 2 hours, waking up very sweaty, confusion/dizzy, turning blue around the lips and fingers, spewing up a lot of blood I don't remember, took more benzos did a line of coke and slept it off for a few hours. Woke up cold and shaking 6 hours later and seemed ok. I've died of a deliberate heroin OD before and bear in mind my body can take vastly more abuse than most. It was calculated correctly but my body somehow survived.
Thanks for sharing this experience. And I'm sorry that it didn't go as you planned.
 
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GoingSoonish

GoingSoonish

It is what it is
Aug 19, 2018
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TL:DR

zoning out on benzos after fasting, blacking out for 2 hours, waking up very sweaty, confusion/dizzy, turning blue around the lips and fingers, spewing up a lot of blood I don't remember, took more benzos did a line of coke and slept it off for a few hours. Woke up cold and shaking 6 hours later and seemed ok. I've died of a deliberate heroin OD before and bear in mind my body can take vastly more abuse than most. It was calculated correctly but my body somehow survived.

I'm sorry that you went through that and thank you for sharing. If you don't mind me asking, how much SN did you take?
 
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Nov 8, 2019
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TL:DR

zoning out on benzos after fasting, blacking out for 2 hours, waking up very sweaty, confusion/dizzy, turning blue around the lips and fingers, spewing up a lot of blood I don't remember,

I am sorry for your experience. Sounds awful.
Did you take the anti-enemics? Just curious, b/c you didn't mention it.
Do you think that maybe you made a mistake in how much you took due to being "zoned out on benzos".. or maybe your SN wasn't high quality? I only ask bc your symptoms seem more like a mild form of methemoglobinemia, where as if the concentration of it is high enough your body literally doesn't have enough oxygen to function and shuts down =death. Its not something you can sleep off in my understanding. Someone correct me if I am wrong. That's why it's important to overwhelm your system with enough SN so that enough of Methemoglobin is created.
 
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Hank

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TL:DR

zoning out on benzos after fasting, blacking out for 2 hours, waking up very sweaty, confusion/dizzy, turning blue around the lips and fingers, spewing up a lot of blood I don't remember, took more benzos did a line of coke and slept it off for a few hours. Woke up cold and shaking 6 hours later and seemed ok. I've died of a deliberate heroin OD before and bear in mind my body can take vastly more abuse than most. It was calculated correctly but my body somehow survived.

How much SN did you take, and what was the purity of it (as far as you know)?
 
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C_F

C_F

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Jul 31, 2019
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@Dartz - Yes, please tell us more about your experience!
 
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Arvind

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Dec 2, 2019
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Sup, survived an SN attempt last night. N is the gold standard and I have no idea why the fuck you would want to use ANYTHING else if you have it already.
please give more details. I have already ordered my SN... I cant take a risk as if i remain unconscious for too long without death then i am in big trouble...
 
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redbull

redbull

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Oct 29, 2019
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, waking up very sweaty, confusion/dizzy, turning blue around the lips and fingers, spewing up a lot of blood I don't remember, took more benzos did a line of coke and slept it off for a few hours.
I'm sorry but who would do coke after all that? And then sleep? Sounds odd.
 
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GoingSoonish

GoingSoonish

It is what it is
Aug 19, 2018
126
I'm not going to let it knock my confidence without more information about what happened (even then I have to weigh it against the other evidence).
 
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MissNietzsche

MissNietzsche

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Aug 1, 2019
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Hell no..Especially because I can use a tube to put liquids directly into my stomach, so taste isn't a factor for me whatsoever
TL:DR

zoning out on benzos after fasting, blacking out for 2 hours, waking up very sweaty, confusion/dizzy, turning blue around the lips and fingers, spewing up a lot of blood I don't remember, took more benzos did a line of coke and slept it off for a few hours. Woke up cold and shaking 6 hours later and seemed ok. I've died of a deliberate heroin OD before and bear in mind my body can take vastly more abuse than most. It was calculated correctly but my body somehow survived.

How many mg did you take, if you dont mind? that's seriously crazy..
 
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freefrommybody

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Nov 19, 2019
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If you don't mind sharing, where did you get the N?
 
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imstillhungry

imstillhungry

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Nov 19, 2019
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I'd definitely stick with N. The taste would only bother you for like 2 minutes then you'd be gone
Good luck whatever you decide
 
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Yoko26

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Nov 9, 2019
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Because N requires swallowing two gross tasting bottles of liquid, but SN (from my understanding) is just swallowing a small amount and then mild nausea/a headache follows. N is supposedly the holy grail but would you guys switch to SN instead in my position? SN just sounds more appealing at first glance, less chance of vomiting it up etc.
Where did you get your N? I'm struggling to get it!
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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I agree with the posters that have said to go with N to CTB. Now if you wanted to order some SN to have a backup plan in case the N fails (I can't see why it would) maybe I could see doing that. I really only say this because if you would fail to successfully CTB with N it may be difficult to get SN later on in case you were being watched. Maybe I'm too paranoid … I don't know.
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

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Jun 12, 2018
2,133
I recommend N as well. It's by far the best method. Like, I have N and SN but my primary exit method is N. SN is more like an alternative, in case anything goes wrong. It's always great to have two options at hand but trust me, N is the way to go.
 
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cookiedough

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45
Nope. I would take N over SN any day. I wish I was able to get my hands on some N.
 
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