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I bought 3 different bottles of sn (two of them being on the way; lmao, I REALLY want to die), and the antiemetic I was able to find is Domperidone. I bought antacids just to make sure as well, but I read around the forums that they make the Dom ineffective so I guess I'll go without them? I also have Paracetamol.

Now I'm just waiting for the day that I'll be home alone for a few hours so I can leave this horrible world. My original plan was to pretend I'm taking a shower at night and just do it in the bathroom, but I'm not sure how doable that is. I'm afraid of being found.

Ideally, I'd like to do a 48 hr fast, but I most likely will only be able to take the stat dose of everything after having done a 8-12 hrs fast prior. Will also be taking 25-30g sn with 50 ml warm/hot water.

I really hope everything works out, wish me luck and let me know if there's anything I should change or reconsider, thanks!
 
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make sure you have a backup glass in case of vomiting. Do you have propranolol, benzos or anything? I know these aren't always easy to obtain.
 
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have you thought about doing it in a hotel, doing it at home seems pretty risky
 
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I was about to make a thread about this, we have almost the same products

I have domperidone, Prilosec, and paracetamol, do you think is that enough to follow Stan's guide?
 
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I was about to make a thread about this, we have almost the same products

I have domperidone, Prilosec, and paracetamol, do you think is that enough to follow Stan's guide?
It probably is but having benzos and/or propranolol would make it a much less anxious affair. You have to take Survival instinct in to account. Fast acting Propranolol mixed in with the sodium nitrite also potentiates it and makes you lose consciousness faster. Saying that you have to work with what you have got and 'yes' anti-sickness tablets, pain killers and an anti-acid are the bare minimum for the protocol. That backup glass is a must as well.
 
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It probably is but having benzos and/or propranolol would make it a much less anxious affair. You have to take Survival instinct in to account. Fast acting Propranolol mixed in with the sodium nitrite also potentiates it and makes you lose consciousness faster. Saying that you have to work with what you have got and 'yes' anti-sickness tablets, pain killers and an anti-acid are the bare minimum for the protocol. That backup glass is a must as well.

In how much time would I lose consciousness without the propanolol? I think I could get some of that medication but I'm not sure.
If I'm able to get it, do you know what's the proper amount to consume?
 
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30g sms excssve unlss u r of largr wght. 20g sms 2 b stndrd. 2 mch = bggr chnce of vomtng. Perhps dble-chck Stns Gude
 
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In how much time would I lose consciousness without the propanolol? I think I could get some of that medication but I'm not sure.
If I'm able to get it, do you know what's the proper amount to consume?
Well, according to Stan's Guide: Propranolol is considered a luxury item, but according to the Peaceful Pill handbook it potentiates the nitrite because it blocks blood flow to the brain making unconsciousness happen quicker. Both methods will most likely be fine but it may just take longer to pass out without the propranolol. But everybody's biology is different so take that into consideration as well. You should check this thread out to get more information about this. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/importance-of-propranolol-in-sn-method.79993/
In how much time would I lose consciousness without the propanolol? I think I could get some of that medication but I'm not sure.
If I'm able to get it, do you know what's the proper amount to consume?
Here is what the PPE says about propranolol

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Well, according to Stan's Guide: Propranolol is considered a luxury item, but according to the Peaceful Pill handbook it potentiates the nitrite because it blocks blood flow to the brain making unconsciousness happen quicker. Both methods will most likely be fine but it may just take longer to pass out without the propranolol. But everybody's biology is different so take that into consideration as well. You should check this thread out to get more information about this. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/importance-of-propranolol-in-sn-method.79993/

Here is what the PPE says about propranolol

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Thanks!
 
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Your welcome. But remember do what is right for you. I am only providing the research that will, hopefully, work for me. I want to pass as quickly and as peacefully as possible and these drugs will certainly help. Good luck!
 
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make sure you have a backup glass in case of vomiting. Do you have propranolol, benzos or anything? I know these aren't always easy to obtain.
yeah I'm going to be preparing 2-3 glasses just in case. and nope :( no access to those. but I know I won't call for help because failing CTB actually scares me way more than succeeding. my family are horrible people hahah, i haven't struggled that much with SI.
have you thought about doing it in a hotel, doing it at home seems pretty risky
no way of doing so unfortunately :/ my family don't check up on me usually, so i just hope it works out...
30g sms excssve unlss u r of largr wght. 20g sms 2 b stndrd. 2 mch = bggr chnce of vomtng. Perhps dble-chck Stns Gude
I am on the heavier side so.. I'll be going with 25g just to be safe!
 
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I am going to take 25 grams mixed with 40 grams of crushed propranolol. If I puke, even with the anti-sickness tablets I will drink a smaller backup glass of about 15 grams.
 
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Well, according to Stan's Guide: Propranolol is considered a luxury item, but according to the Peaceful Pill handbook it potentiates the nitrite because it blocks blood flow to the brain making unconsciousness happen quicker. Both methods will most likely be fine but it may just take longer to pass out without the propranolol. But everybody's biology is different so take that into consideration as well. You should check this thread out to get more information about this. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/importance-of-propranolol-in-sn-method.79993/

Here is what the PPE says about propranolol

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So, the idea is taking the anti-acids on the same glass that have the SN?
And if that works, the heart rate will not go astronomical like some survivors said it goes? And as a bonus, you fall unconsciousness faster?
It's pretty brilliant to be honest (If I understood correctly)
 
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So, the idea is taking the anti-acids on the same glass that have the SN?
And if that works, the heart rate will not go astronomical like some survivors said it goes? And as a bonus, you fall unconsciousness faster?
It's pretty brilliant to be honest (If I understood correctly)
Propranolol isn't an antacid though; it's a beta blocker if i recall correctly, and it's also very difficult to obtain. so yes, if a fast beating heart bothers you then it may be worth the investment
 
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Propranolol isn't an antacid though; it's a beta blocker if i recall correctly, and it's also very difficult to obtain. so yes, if a fast beating heart bothers you then it may be worth the investment
Hmmm, I see... So, where the anti-acids enter in?
On that picture I see "Omeprazole" which is a strong anti-acid, what would his role be in this case?

Also, about your stat dose, here is how I would do it;

- 8~12h fasting
- 1 hour before drinking the dissolved SN, take the recommended dose of pain killer. (Ibuprofeno for Headache)
- 45 minutes before taking the drink, take 30mg Metoclopramide. (3x Pill's of 10g)
- 30 minutes before, take Xanax and/or Anti-acids
- Drink 20g of SN with natural temperature water
 
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On that picture I see "Omeprazole" which is a strong anti-acid, what would his role be in this case?
To reduce acid production in your stomach so your body can't neutralize the SN and save itself.
 
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To reduce acid production in your stomach so your body can't neutralize the SN and save itself.
Omeprazole needs to be taken at least a few days in advance. It does not act quickly and only starts to take effect like three or four days after taking it. I'm on it right now because they think I may have some sort of gastritis. It's not an antacid. It's a proton pump inhibitor. An antacid neutralises acid that's already in your stomach. Omeprazole stops your stomach from producing acid at all.
 
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An antacid neutralises acid that's already in your stomach. Omeprazole stops your stomach from producing acid at all.
So basically slower and stronger antacid.
 
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Omeprazole needs to be taken at least a few days in advance. It does not act quickly and only starts to take effect like three or four days after taking it. I'm on it right now because they think I may have some sort of gastritis. It's not an antacid. It's a proton pump inhibitor. An antacid neutralises acid that's already in your stomach. Omeprazole stops your stomach from producing acid at all.
That's a very important info, I took Omeprazole a lot in my life but they usually made effect after a few hours.
You think I should start taking it like 48h before drinking SN? Should be enough?
Thanks for the info anyway, this is very important.

Edit: I just searched and found this about Omeprazole: "In general, the drug starts to take effect after 1 hour of use, reaching its maximum point within 4 hours. Acidity control can last for about 72 hours"
 
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That's a very important info, I took Omeprazole a lot in my life but they usually made effect after a few hours.
You think I should start taking it like 48h before drinking SN? Should be enough?
Thanks for the info anyway, this is very important.

Edit: I just searched and found this about Omeprazole: "In general, the drug starts to take effect after 1 hour of use, reaching its maximum point within 4 hours. Acidity control can last for about 72 hours"
Yes but for its maximum effect it needs several days. It will START working straight away but for maximum effect it's about three days.
 
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Omg, I just found a substitute for Propanolol in a farmacy at my city.
I have in hands:
- Omeprazole, Metoclopramide, Atenolol (Propanolol subs), Ibuprofen and Xanax.

Omeprazole & Atenolol for: falling unconsciousness quicker and less heart-beat (bpm)
Meto as: Anti-Emetic for Nausea
Ibuprofen as: For any pain I could feel (mostly for headaches)
Xanax for: Less stress and less bpm.
SN 97% purity+ for: the "thing"

Looks like I have everything in hands, I'm missing something?
It looks almost too perfect to be true, lol ;-;

They will work correctly together? I'm probably mixing it and testing it any day before doing the thing.
 
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Omg, I just found a substitute for Propanolol in a farmacy at my city.
I have in hands:
- Omeprazole, Metoclopramide, Atenolol (Propanolol subs), Ibuprofen and Xanax.

Omeprazole & Atenolol for: falling unconsciousness quicker and less heart-beat (bpm)
Meto as: Anti-Emetic for Nausea
Ibuprofen as: For any pain I could feel (mostly for headaches)
Xanax for: Less stress and less bpm.
SN 97% purity+ for: the "thing"

Looks like I have everything in hands, I'm missing something?
It looks almost too perfect to be true, lol ;-;

They will work correctly together? I'm probably mixing it and testing it any day before doing the thing.
Wow that's amazing you could get a beta blocker without prescription.
 
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Omg, I just found a substitute for Propanolol in a farmacy at my city.
I have in hands:
- Omeprazole, Metoclopramide, Atenolol (Propanolol subs), Ibuprofen and Xanax.

Omeprazole & Atenolol for: falling unconsciousness quicker and less heart-beat (bpm)
Meto as: Anti-Emetic for Nausea
Ibuprofen as: For any pain I could feel (mostly for headaches)
Xanax for: Less stress and less bpm.
SN 97% purity+ for: the "thing"

Looks like I have everything in hands, I'm missing something?
It looks almost too perfect to be true, lol ;-;

They will work correctly together? I'm probably mixing it and testing it any day before doing the thing.
Yeah, sounds like you have everything you need. I believe anti-acid, anti-sickness and beta blockers are the best extras to have. Anything more than that like Xanax, benzos and painkillers are a bonus. Good luck to you!
 
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Here is what is on my plate. I'll save it for last meal. Then hopefully I will be free from this prison called life.


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