Sleeper System
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- May 5, 2022
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I've come to terms with the idea that i'll probably spend the rest of my life alone.
Too much time spent by yourself becomes an addiction that you can't easily escape from.
I'm so broken that being worthy of someones love is something i'll never experience.
Too much baggage. Too much uncertainty. Too many flaws as a human being.
I rather hide from the world. Inhabit this shell to keep up appearances then retreat to my safe space.
The realization that the people who I could see myself loving would never want to love me back in the same way is affirming.
You don't need other people to find happiness but are those substitutions durable enough to last until the end of your life?
I guess i'll find out when i'm ready to ctb or when i'm old and on my death bed.
Too much time spent by yourself becomes an addiction that you can't easily escape from.
I'm so broken that being worthy of someones love is something i'll never experience.
Too much baggage. Too much uncertainty. Too many flaws as a human being.
I rather hide from the world. Inhabit this shell to keep up appearances then retreat to my safe space.
The realization that the people who I could see myself loving would never want to love me back in the same way is affirming.
You don't need other people to find happiness but are those substitutions durable enough to last until the end of your life?
I guess i'll find out when i'm ready to ctb or when i'm old and on my death bed.
