Hate myself

[mistake22]

Ive always been stupid so im struggling in college a bit. Not asking for help because i hate the whole process. I hate college but the job market is so shit right now. I hate life and i hate the people that make this reality so fucking miserable just so they can have some extra million dollars for their slush fund or whatever

professors tell me "remember this! Its really important!" And all im thinking about is how i wish i could just blow my brains out but i cant. I cant because i have people i care about and to be honest im a bit of a coward too.

I see why a majority of ultra rich people hate college it really is a waste of time and money yet our society promotes it. I am so damn worthless. I am so damn tired too. Fuck man

 

[bhaloo]

I stupid too. I was born stupid and never learnt anything. My whole life I just wanted things I didn't get. And if that was not enough then I'm ugly on top of that.

 

[tomame]

i hate myself too

 

[telekon]

don't hate yourself. hate everyone else instead. you are cool.

 

[Ben 111]

Don't say that..ur loved