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sake

sake

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Aug 21, 2025
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I wish I didn't have a loving mother. I wish she didn't care for me. I wish she didn't work hard everyday for me.

So that I could just kill my self without guilt. I don't want to live.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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I feel the same. It's like being taken hostage
 
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renaxx

renaxx

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Jul 30, 2025
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I get what you mean… it's so hard when love becomes the thing that keeps you trapped in pain.
 
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hazelmoon

hazelmoon

waiting for my bus to arrive
Nov 1, 2023
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I get feeling like you're trapped but hating your mom cause she loves you is INSANE lol
 
sake

sake

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Aug 21, 2025
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I get feeling like you're trapped but hating your mom cause she loves you is INSANE lol
true, I am being narcisistic.

I think what I meant more was hoping she could be gone, not neccesarily hate.
 
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