Everglow
Everglow
- Mar 31, 2018
- 33
don't you just fucking hate being awake? I know I'm in a mood but in general also I just can't stand being awake....
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ImNotBatman
Student
- May 9, 2018
- 143
I used to want to be awake all the time. Now I'm like "what can I get away with just sleeping through today?"
Everglow
Everglow
- Mar 31, 2018
- 33
Is there a way for me to delete this post just realized my spelling in the title... lol
ImNotBatman
Student
- May 9, 2018
- 143
Tiburcio
Voluntary deletion.
- May 9, 2018
- 1,569
When I fall asleep is the only good moment of the day. Bad thing I have sleeping problems.
Yes agree with this sentiment ... the hope is that I die in my sleep one night but I’m early 40s and my chances are slim waking is the killer it’s kike no not again
Tiredman
Rest is best
- Apr 30, 2018
- 229
I used to be able to sleep 12 hours if I wasnt bothered and I loved it. Now I cant sleep for more than 3 hours before having to use the washroom because of my kidney problems...
mattwitt
# 978
- Jun 28, 2018
- 2,307
If I could sleep my whole life away I would. I quit my job back in November and the worse part of it is being awake! I love my sleep sessions. I have a newer bed that I like a decent pillow a fan a fake fireplace heater and a cheap sleeping machine that makes nature sounds and stuff I can use to block out noise. And I'm a dreamer I have the craziest dreams and I dream every time I fall asleep. there's been only one single time in my life that I woke up and didn't remember having a dream. I also get attacked by demons in my room from time to time but that's another post
SnowyDreams
Member
- Aug 25, 2018
- 79
All the time!!! I can't stand being awake. The moment I wake up is the worst, because I feel miserable and wonder, every single day, why didn't I die in my sleep? Is that too much to ask?
Dead_Inside
Wizard
- Jul 2, 2018
- 619
Agreed. Sometimes I like to imagine I am just slipping away into death as I fall asleep.... it’s comforting. Like to imagine the next breath is never going to come, won’t feel that next heart beat .... just going to be done and comfy in my bed..... no more struggling.... no suicide and no pain.
I hate being awake and I can hardly ever get to sleep and when I do it's only for a couple hours, I want to sleep forever :')
Waking up is always one of the worst parts of my day.
FadedMemory
Student
- Aug 5, 2018
- 133
Yup. I can sleep all the time and anywhere, I'm always tired. Also when I have dreams, there I go to adventures and have friends and lovers, it's the only way I feel alive.
Sundayafternoon
Cosmic panic
- May 18, 2018
- 394
I hate being awake during the day because I'll often feel like I should be doing something. Being awake at night is normally not bad as long as i don't have to get up.
"Sleep is like death without the commitment"
"Sleep is like death without the commitment"
DF90
Experienced
- Mar 18, 2018
- 275
I feel the same most times. I would rather just be asleep.
Cursed Shaman
Member
- Aug 21, 2018
- 13
falling asleep with lovely suicidal thoughts. ''everything is going to end soon, just sleep for now''. my only solace.