Venting Hate And Agony For Not Being Able To Kill Yourself

[Demian]

When I remember that I don't have in my hands, and probably never will, the methods that I have the courage to use, I feel hatred mixed with anguish. The closest method I have I've already used and been saved, and I'm too afraid to use it again, be saved and be left with sequelae. What anguish.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it's dreadful feeling so trapped in this existence, I find it so cruel and horrible how there is the absence of straightforward, painless methods, I really wish there's the option to just easily die in a peaceful way without any risks. But anyway best wishes.