Has someone planed to ctb the next month/within this year?

[_Minsk]

At this point its just like wtf, everything goes wrong, everything is extra hard, its just pain and letdowns.
I think its the best for me to let go once and for all.
Has anyone else also planed or is looking forward to ctb within this year?

 

[SpaceCadet]

Very soon, can't be fixed anymore and gave up trying to fix myself, always told myself i could accomplish anything i set my mind into it, with ctb won't be different i guess

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish. I am trapped in this world as ctb is so difficult, all that I want is to peacefully pass away. More than anything I wish that it was easier to exit this world. In my case there is the lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and the fear of failure. I am so tired of living. I am sorry that you are suffering so much to get to this point. Life is so depressing. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Green_pepper]

The sooner the better, I am overdue actually.

 

[Ufibuf]

I'm planning on doing it March 24.

 

[notaboutangels]

My plan is before my birthday this year.

 

[Darkover]

sometime this year has soon has i've saved up 1100usd for N, the only problem is i send at least £400 per month on weed so it's hard for me to save up plus i have to pay bills and buy food as well, don't think i'll do a goodbye thread tho

 

[mytime]

Gonna CTB when my beta-blockers arrive in the mail, so at some point before Friday this week.

 

[Shu]

Next month for me.

 

[Niirvana]

More than sure next month. It gives me a lot of anxiety but I want to take advantage of the month to mentalize myself. Is anyone psyched up too? we could share some ideas

 

[Willy Wonka]

sometime this year has soon has i've saved up 1100usd for N, the only problem is i send at least £400 per month on weed so it's hard for me to save up plus i have to pay bills and buy food as well, don't think i'll do a goodbye thread tho

I´m in a similar position

 

[fastlife]

I'm leaving now Friday the 18th

 

[downsolong]

soon, before the month ends. overthinking it has been driving me to feel reckless and homicidal. planned on hanging, but my mind is caught up in the little variations. sitting near train tracks right now and feeling that a quick and spontaneous end is better for me.

 

[quothTheRaven9]

When my materials arrive, 2 weeks. Fingers crossed. I thought my bf was supporting me, but just told him about the purchase I made and apparently he is not. I hope that won't screw me up, stupid mistake.

 

[Forever Dead]

I have been suicidal for many years now, yet I now feel like someone who is stuck in the middle of a raging ocean, thousands of miles from land in all directions. I know beyond all certainty that I will be gone sometime soon, because only the thought of my death brings me peace.

 

[Pw81]

Next month

 

[Squalo]

i hope to ctb this year, i have the rope and the place to do it without being disturbed, 30 years of life are enough for me in this crap world.

 

[LostAllHope88]

My plan is to CTB by the end of the month. Going the SN route and I have everything else I need. I'm not sure how I'm even spending these next 2 weeks, but today I woke up and knew this is it. It's time.

 

[Treeline589]

Hopefully by the end of this week

 

[_Seeking]

I have my N, I hope to go by the end of the year. I just hope my stupid brain doesn't try to stop me, sometimes it tries to fool me that I still have hope but there is none.

 

[NSA]

Tentative plans for the end of this year. Gonna get my kit together, try to do a few things, and then see if I still want to when the date rolls around. I've done this before and flaked out,, but never had the method worked out as well as I do now. This time if I don't do it, it will be a real choice to live, for awhile at least, since everything will be ready to go.

 

[y0dha]

in the 2 weeks coming
I wanted N but the price was way much than I expected, so i'm gonna resort to full hanging.
Gonna be painful but I hope it will be short

 

[Sea Turtle]

Likely by years end but no set date. SN is tested but no AE. Not sure I will get it anyways, but I feel the time is soon.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

Next month at the absolute latest. But I think within the next 2 weeks is possible if a condition is fulfilled.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I'm thinking before 2024 for sure

It would have happened already if I had easy no frills no law enforcement worries access to N

 

[Lost Magic]

I was planning on this March but I still have some unfinished business to take care of first. I want out this year though. I can't bear another lonely Christmas and winter.

 

[ocklepold]

Still have more preparations to make, loose ends to tie up etc. but hopefully all will be ready for me to ctb in a month or two

 

[ameliacecelia]

I'm going somewhere between Saturday and Monday evening. Just depends on the amount of time I spend with family.

More than sure next month. It gives me a lot of anxiety but I want to take advantage of the month to mentalize myself. Is anyone psyched up too? we could share some ideas

Mentalize yourself how? What kind of ideas are you looking to share?

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Always interesting to see folks talk on this subject

I like to view threads like this as a big wrestling match.
All of us here know we are going to metaphorically "tap out ".
Different posters have their own issues and pain tolerances

 

[ameliacecelia]

Likely by years end but no set date. SN is tested but no AE. Not sure I will get it anyways, but I feel the time is soon.

I got my meto today over a teledoc appointment. It was as easy as people said. I told the doctor I wanted meto since it would address both the nausea and migraines. She tried to suggest something else for just the nausea. I reinforced that a friend has the same issues and I would like to try meto first since it would help both problems. So she said we would try it to see if it worked. You can do it.