Daxter_87
If my name is crossed out, hopefully I'm dead.
- May 28, 2023
- 400
My new obssesion. Yay! And I'm aware that confessing one's OCD thoughts is counterproductive, as it will only reinforce those thoughts in one's mind. But I do it anyway because... well, because I can't help it; it's part of the illness, I guess.
I have had many kinds of obssesions in the past. To give you an example, I used to think that just by laughing or sneezing I could shit myself. Literally. I spent all day thinking that there was shit in my pants, and the more I laughed or sneezed, the more I shitted myself. As a consequence, I started to avoid laughing and sneezing as much as possible. It felt truly awful.
I also got obssesed with the Oscillating Universe Theory. I spent all day trying to figure out whether the universe will end permanently or it will reset itself. I tried to gather evidence to prove that the Oscillating Universe Theory is not possible, and sometimes I even managed to convince myself of it. However, it was not long before the doubt arose again and the whole cycle started all over again. I was stuck in a loop, because that's what OCD does.
And now I'm obssesed with this. Well, what can I say? My brain is just fucking broken, I'm very fucked up in the head. Has society brainwashed me? Ha ha ha ha ha...
I have had many kinds of obssesions in the past. To give you an example, I used to think that just by laughing or sneezing I could shit myself. Literally. I spent all day thinking that there was shit in my pants, and the more I laughed or sneezed, the more I shitted myself. As a consequence, I started to avoid laughing and sneezing as much as possible. It felt truly awful.
I also got obssesed with the Oscillating Universe Theory. I spent all day trying to figure out whether the universe will end permanently or it will reset itself. I tried to gather evidence to prove that the Oscillating Universe Theory is not possible, and sometimes I even managed to convince myself of it. However, it was not long before the doubt arose again and the whole cycle started all over again. I was stuck in a loop, because that's what OCD does.
And now I'm obssesed with this. Well, what can I say? My brain is just fucking broken, I'm very fucked up in the head. Has society brainwashed me? Ha ha ha ha ha...
