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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
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u really got the point across better, really is an awful way to go, i have struggled with anorexia for ever (natm) and know how much op would struggle

scrap it, come up with a better more humane way to ctb
I'm sorry that you're struggling with anorexia. I can't imagine how difficult that must be. How long have you been anorexic for if I may ask?
 
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scarletohara

Member
Apr 24, 2021
62
I'm sorry that you're struggling with anorexia. I can't imagine how difficult that must be. How long have you been anorexic for if I may ask?
its ok, we all have our crosses to bear, prob around 7 years old, on and off, damaged myself quite a bit so bits of me dont work as well as they should
 
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Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
1,051
its ok, we all have our crosses to bear, prob around 7 years old, on and off, damaged myself quite a bit so bits of me dont work as well as they should
Yes, I've heard that it can cause quite a lot of organ damage. I can't remember if it was here or somewhere else, but there was a woman who's a recovering anorexic and now suffers from cyclical vomiting syndrome to the point where she has to go to the hospital for fluid replacement.
 
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scarletohara

Member
Apr 24, 2021
62
Yes, I've heard that it can cause quite a lot of organ damage. I can't remember if it was here or somewhere else, but there was a woman who's a recovering anorexic and now suffers from cyclical vomiting syndrome to the point where she has to go to the hospital for fluid replacement.
yeah im always throwing up, epilepsy is another thing i have now and well as kidney damage
 
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Jkennedy

Knocking on death's door
May 20, 2021
90
I'm at the 24 hour mark of no food or drink, still going
So the throat is dry but the feeling of hunger is gone body's feeling weak
 
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losteverthing

Member
May 21, 2021
34
this is my method in case i'll fail to achieve my dream and i will have to ctb (i hope that day will never happen ! i so much wants to live my dream !)
i will do couple of days without food and water and then i will include caffeine powder in order to cause myself a cardiac arrest
 
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the_final_countdown

Specialist
Dec 29, 2020
337
You're going to become so thirsty, you'd be willing to drink toilet bowl water.

I understand your suffering though. Trying to die is a relentless problem. Nobody has found a simple solution yet.

There would be much less suffering if there was.
 
RealLostSoul

RealLostSoul

once rock bottom, always rock bottom
Oct 11, 2019
211
Jkennedy how is it going?
 
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the_final_countdown

Specialist
Dec 29, 2020
337
this is my method in case i'll fail to achieve my dream and i will have to ctb (i hope that day will never happen ! i so much wants to live my dream !)
i will do couple of days without food and water and then i will include caffeine powder in order to cause myself a cardiac arrest
Caffeine powder is a pretty brutal way to die.
 
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losteverthing

Member
May 21, 2021
34
Caffeine powder is a pretty brutal way to die.
yeah
but living miserable life can be the worst of all...
Caffeine powder is a pretty brutal way to die.
and btw it's really not that bad (of course sn and n are better ways, but i don't have any access to them...)
i'm planning on being dehydrated and starve myself for couple of days...
which will make my heart weak and will casue tachycardia and high blood pressure
then i'm planning on take the caffeine which will make it over and cause me a cardiac arrest...
 
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Forgetting5

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May 3, 2021
55
Sounds like a very difficult way to go. I'd imagine you'd need tremendous willpower to avoid eating and it takes a while before you actually die from starvation
 
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Jkennedy

Knocking on death's door
May 20, 2021
90
Sounds like a very difficult way to go. I'd imagine you'd need tremendous willpower to avoid eating and it takes a while before you actually die from starvation
I can't bring myself to do anything else, 2 days I. Hot weather now a satsuma and a few grapes last night. I feel dry but it hasn't really hit me yet
48 hours, 3 grapes one satsuma, no water or other food. Feel fine keatones must have kicked in or something! Dry mouth, more of a mental aspect at the moment.
Sounds like a very difficult way to go. I'd imagine you'd need tremendous willpower to avoid eating and it takes a while before you actually die from starvation
Dehydration doesn't tho
 
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Jkennedy

Knocking on death's door
May 20, 2021
90
Aren't you thirsty?
Yeah
Hey If I had the balls to do something else I would, endure the pain then hopefully I just collapse or something at work
Got work In the morning, productions on how long I will last working? 1-2 days
Right this is getting to me now, not giving in
 
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Jkennedy

Knocking on death's door
May 20, 2021
90
Yeah

Hey If I had the balls to do something else I would, endure the pain then hopefully I just collapse or something at work
Got work In the morning, productions on how long I will last working? 1-2 days
Right this is getting to me now, not giving in
Why u upset u don't like this method
 
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NormaJeane

Member
Mar 24, 2021
648
Starving to death will be extremely painful, the method will take 45 - 60 days, depending on the body weight, but you will probably die of a disease instead. Dehydration will go faster, 7 - 14 days.
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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I think starvation only works well for very old weak people. The PPH should have a section about it.
 
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Dec 18, 2019
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I actually am attempting to starve myself via anorexia (which is slower but more effective), but yesterday I *cheated* and ate some cookies that my grandmother sent to me. My body hadn't had any solid food in so long that it ultimately rejected them and I woke up in the middle of the night needing to vomit. My stomach is at a point where it can only handle drinking liquid Ensures now.
 
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Jkennedy

Knocking on death's door
May 20, 2021
90
Starving to death will be extremely painful, the method will take 45 - 60 days, depending on the body weight, but you will probably die of a disease instead. Dehydration will go faster, 7 - 14 days.
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Starving to death will be extremely painful, the method will take 45 - 60 days, depending on the body weight, but you will probably die of a disease instead. Dehydration will go faster, 7 - 14 days.
Tbh I got to 2 and a half days and it got euthoric there was a buzz. I eat cause my mother caught on and she made me do it for her. She holds me back from ctb
 
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MountKecske

Member
Jun 4, 2021
66
I'm planning take back on my anorexic habits from my teenage years when I was 42 kilos, there's a couple paintings I want to work on, books I want to read, so a slow path to non-existence is something I can prefer. I'll eat a small amount every two days but won't cut from drinking.
 

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