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mrfuzzywhiskers

Member
Apr 6, 2022
5
Hi guys,

I'm new to this forum. :-)
I recently found a way of acquiring some N, however it's expensive and I'm worried that it won't make it past customs.
Has anyone in NZ ever successfully acquired some N before? I don't want to spend the money, only for it to be seized at the border.

Thanks heaps in advance.
 
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wljourney

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Please make sure to check if your source is not a scam. It is happening more and more often. A new scammer was just identified 2 days ago.

One way is to check this website with known scammers or connect with others here who have successfully purchased (and received) their orders.

 
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mrfuzzywhiskers

Member
Apr 6, 2022
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Oh fuck. They're on the list. I checked yesterday and didn't see them listed. Thanks for the heads up, how annoying.
 
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wljourney

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Oh fuck. They're on the list. I checked yesterday and didn't see them listed. Thanks for the heads up, how annoying.
There ya go… Glad you got spared.
 
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mrfuzzywhiskers

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Apr 6, 2022
5
I'm currently searching the darkweb and have found a few potential vendors, but it's so hard to know if they're legit or not.
 
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Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
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I'm currently searching the darkweb and have found a few potential vendors, but it's so hard to know if they're legit or not.
The last legitimate source of N via dark net vanished suddenly a couple of months back. Went by the name cindicator and had an onion site by the same name. The ones seen on dark net markets are almost certainly a scam however I'd be very glad to find a legitimate one. If you find any please share the source somehow for us all to see and attempt to verify or deny.
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
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Sorry misquoted in earlier answer. Reposting:

Instead of going through "the dark", how about you read the Peaceful Pill eHandbook (PPeH) and mull things over.
Especially their chapter about N.

PPH-November 2021 version
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-file-to-alternative-sites.86591/post-1557748

There also some threads on here, like "N from D Megathread" where you can pick up more info.
 
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Mar 1, 2022
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Someone recently received theirs in Oz after waiting a month for it to clear customs. They ordered from the person listed in the PPH.
 
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mrfuzzywhiskers

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Apr 6, 2022
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Sorry misquoted in earlier answer. Reposting:

Instead of going through "the dark", how about you read the Peaceful Pill eHandbook (PPeH) and mull things over.
Especially their chapter about N.

PPH-November 2021 version
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-file-to-alternative-sites.86591/post-1557748

There also some threads on here, like "N from D Megathread" where you can pick up more info.
Thanks for the tip. :happy:

I have that version of the PPeH and I contacted the person listed, however a few days ago their email address was added to nembutalscams. :(
The last legitimate source of N via dark net vanished suddenly a couple of months back. Went by the name cindicator and had an onion site by the same name. The ones seen on dark net markets are almost certainly a scam however I'd be very glad to find a legitimate one. If you find any please share the source somehow for us all to see and attempt to verify or deny.
I found a few sellers (not sure how legit) using various .onion search engines. The search engines are listed in the April 2022 version of hiddenwiki.
I used the search term "pentobarbital". I'll place an order in the next week or so for something small and see if it arrives.

The site is called MillHill.
 
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Ta555

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Aug 31, 2021
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Thanks for the tip. :happy:

I have that version of the PPeH and I contacted the person listed, however a few days ago their email address was added to nembutalscams. :(

I found a few sellers (not sure how legit) using various .onion search engines. The search engines are listed in the April 2022 version of hiddenwiki.
I used the search term "pentobarbital". I'll place an order in the next week or so for something small and see if it arrives.

The site is called MillHill.
Are you saying D is on the scams list again? Because this happened last month and then was cleared up.
 
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SubZero

Member
Feb 8, 2022
98
Anyone knows why D is listed in the scams? Does that mean the bottles he sent are not with N and something else or he just started scamming people in other way? Or may be it is just a mistake?

How does one gets their email in this scam list anyway?
 
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VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
Anyone knows why D is listed in the scams? Does that mean the bottles he sent are not with N and something else or he just started scamming people in other way? Or may be it is just a mistake?

How does one gets their email in this scam list anyway?
There is an extra "m" in the email. Look closely. It is the wrong email. This is how malicious these scams are. Even with it pasted on a "Nembutal scammers" website, it still fools people.
have that version of the PPeH and I contacted the person listed, however a few days ago their email address was added to nembutalscams. :(
This is incorrect. Stop spreading misinformation.
If D is a scam, I don't quite think new users realize how significant this is.

D isn't a scammer until packages stop showing up, or until communication stops after payment, or a fake package.

It is good you are checking for scams @mrfuzzywhiskers , but if you are serious about taking on the risk, and really do want N, then make sure you compare the emails properly.
 
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Eden123

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May 13, 2020
4
Philip Nitschke posted in the Peaceful Pill forums 2 hours ago to say that the Mexico source D could not supply anymore.
PN had warned this would happen early this year, and it has.
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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Philip Nitschke posted in the Peaceful Pill forums 2 hours ago to say that the Mexico source D could not supply anymore.
PN had warned this would happen early this year, and it has.
Oh my goodness. That's really strange. Why did he predict it would happen? How did he know?

I hope it's not true.

Thanks for sharing that. I see you've been a member for some time but that's your first post so thanks.
 
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Eden123

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May 13, 2020
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If he says so, it is true. He also warns of new scammer email addresses circulating.
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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I'd love to know how he knew it was coming.

This sucks. Did he say anything about alternative sources likely to pop up?

There has been a new scam email address containing an m. Someone got scammed and it came to light here a day or so ago. They reported the address to the scam list.
 
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Eden123

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May 13, 2020
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I assume D told him. Nothing about alternative source.
I would rather not post any more. I just wanted to get this major information through.
 
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Smart No More

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I assume D told him. Nothing about alternative source.
I would rather not post any more. I just wanted to get this major information through.
No worries thanks for telling us.
 
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inabsentia

Member
Apr 20, 2021
49
Hi guys,

I'm new to this forum. :-)
I recently found a way of acquiring some N, however it's expensive and I'm worried that it won't make it past customs.
Has anyone in NZ ever successfully acquired some N before? I don't want to spend the money, only for it to be seized at the border.

Thanks heaps in advance.

In reply to this - you are a new member, so may not have the search function available yet or the ability to dm? You will have to make some more posts but I think these features will help you out with some of your questions (they certainly have helped me a lot).

Be very careful and try not to rush into things.
 
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VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
Philip Nitschke posted in the Peaceful Pill forums 2 hours ago to say that the Mexico source D could not supply anymore.
PN had warned this would happen early this year, and it has.
Wow. I only just ordered 3 days ago.
 
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VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
I suppose we'll find out in the next few days if the rumour is true.
I ordered/paid Tuesday.
I mean the order as in, it got sent 3 days ago. Sorry about confusion. I was more expressing relief, not sadness.
Philip Nitschke posted in the Peaceful Pill forums 2 hours ago to say that the Mexico source D could not supply anymore.
PN had warned this would happen early this year, and it has.
This is HUGE news. Thank you so much for sharing. This is so massive... Omg.
Mine might have been the last batch sent out (it is a 2nd one).

This will cause waves on SS too.
I suppose we'll find out in the next few days if the rumour is true.
I ordered/paid Tuesday.
Do you not have shipping updates? I got updates today so mine is out of D's hands. Hopefully they don't request sender contact or something.
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
I mean the order as in, it got sent 3 days ago. Sorry about confusion. I was more expressing relief, not sadness.

This is HUGE news. Thank you so much for sharing. This is so massive... Omg.
Mine might have been the last batch sent out (it is a 2nd one).

This will cause waves on SS too.
You are very lucky then. I haven't heard anything since Tuesday. No shipping confirmation.
That's why I am a bit gloomy…
I assume D emailed you and confirmed shipping (as you mentioned in another thread).
 
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VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
You are very lucky then. I haven't heard anything since Tuesday. No shipping confirmation.
That's why I am a bit gloomy…
I assume D emailed you and confirmed shipping (as you mentioned in another thread).
It's mainly because my order was a replacement for a broken bottle, so he already had all my information I guess, in order to ship it. He didn't confirm via email, but I got a text from the shipping provider. I honestly don't know how they were able to text me though. But it is legit.
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
It's mainly because my order was a replacement for a broken bottle, so he already had all my information I guess, in order to ship it. He didn't confirm via email, but I got a text from the shipping provider. I honestly don't know how they were able to text me though. But it is legit.
I see. Well yes I would very much assume that all works out.
Maybe one of the last outgoing shipments. I'll just sit tight and sit here chainsmoking for the next few days.
😀😭
 
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VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
I see. Well yes I would very much assume that all works out.
Maybe one of the last outgoing shipments. I'll just sit tight and sit here chainsmoking for the next few days.
😀😭
I assume if you have payed your order will be sent. You might actually have the last shipment. I doubt D would scam. If anything, it was planned properly and they just won't take anymore orders.

IF yours doesn't get to go through, you should make sure you get SN before that gets much harder to get. Contact me for a source if you don't have one. And make sure you get Benzos. A peaceful ctb is not lost.
I assume if you have payed your order will be sent. You might actually have the last shipment. I doubt D would scam. If anything, it was planned properly and they just won't take anymore orders.

IF yours doesn't get to go through, you should make sure you get SN before that gets much harder to get. Contact me for a source if you don't have one. And make sure you get Benzos. A peaceful ctb is not lost.
My first order it took a while for tracking to be sent. He is usually slow for that and I had to email him to ask for it.
I see. Well yes I would very much assume that all works out.
Maybe one of the last outgoing shipments. I'll just sit tight and sit here chainsmoking for the next few days.
😀😭
Ask me any further questions in pm. I want to help you because this is a very nerve-wracking situation for you. I can relate from all of March waiting.

Honestly I am shaking at how weirdly timed this is. I just got my first order after waiting a month, and now this. It's like a fucking fairytale.
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
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My first order it took a while for tracking to be sent. He is usually slow for that and I had to email him to ask for it.

Ask me any further questions in pm. I want to help you because this is a very nerve-wracking situation for you. I can relate from all of March waiting.

Honestly I am shaking at how weirdly timed this is. I just got my first order after waiting a month, and now this. It's like a fucking fairytale.
You are so kind, thank you! DM sent.
And yes, it's absolutely surreal - the timing, the waiting…

I still have a little hope that it was shipped, but feel for everyone who hasn't been able to get their orders in (if the rumour is true).
 
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Latios

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Nov 22, 2020
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FWIW I sent D an email and he responded at 5:33 AM (Sat Apr 9) west coast time, with the generic email....
 
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Cathy Ames

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Wow. I wish I would have been able to get some. It seemed pretty obvious to me that D would eventually have to stop and maybe sooner than later, so I'm not really surprised by this but still sad. Oh well.
 
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