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nothingchanges

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Sep 11, 2020
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If anyone is comfortable talking about it or knows the answer: how does it feel when you start to pass out from SN? Do you get really lightheaded and then pass out or do you have trouble breathing and then pass out? Do you get very scared or anxious as a result?
 
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spiritedaway

broken spirit
Mar 12, 2021
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@AJ95 and @Symbiote have threads on their experiences after taking SN
 
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SnowWhite

Semi-Professional Disappointment
Jan 16, 2020
154
Hi there.

Last January I had a failed ctb attempt with SN, long story short, I took the solution without an antiemetic and threw up. My mum later found the SN and thought it was some sort of hard drug I was using to get high. This colossal fuckup lead to my dad finding out.

Quick disclosure. My dumbass didn't fast as I didn't think it was needed. I only took ~15g of SN in ~50ml of water which is a small amount for my weight and probably lessened the effects. I didn't take antiemetics which probably worsened my nausea.

For the first two minutes I didn't feel too different, minus a little bit of dizziness. There were no stomach or throat pains, but there was a salty aftertaste. Then I felt incredibly nauseous, but like the nausea you feel from a long night of drinking as opposed to the stomach bug sense of nausea. It took roughly a minute from feeling nauseous until I threw up. I'd heard people have still had successful attempts despite throwing up, so I lied down in bed and had a cigarette. I felt a second wave of nausea after my cig and threw up two or three more times. I felt my body shaking but didn't actually feel cold. Breathing was very difficult, but not impossible. The dizziness started to fade out a small bit but the nausea didn't. I passed out not too long afterwards which turned into a deep sleep. I think I slept about 15 hours. I felt like shit for a while after. I didn't get out of bed for the first two days passing out twice on the first day after. I looked visibly pale, struggled with breathing and felt completely void of energy.
 
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notsure04

Member
Feb 1, 2021
31
Hi there.

Last January I had a failed ctb attempt with SN, long story short, I took the solution without an antiemetic and threw up. My mum later found the SN and thought it was some sort of hard drug I was using to get high. This colossal fuckup lead to my dad finding out.

Quick disclosure. My dumbass didn't fast as I didn't think it was needed. I only took ~15g of SN in ~50ml of water which is a small amount for my weight and probably lessened the effects. I didn't take antiemetics which probably worsened my nausea.

For the first two minutes I didn't feel too different, minus a little bit of dizziness. There were no stomach or throat pains, but there was a salty aftertaste. Then I felt incredibly nauseous, but like the nausea you feel from a long night of drinking as opposed to the stomach bug sense of nausea. It took roughly a minute from feeling nauseous until I threw up. I'd heard people have still had successful attempts despite throwing up, so I lied down in bed and had a cigarette. I felt a second wave of nausea after my cig and threw up two or three more times. I felt my body shaking but didn't actually feel cold. Breathing was very difficult, but not impossible. The dizziness started to fade out a small bit but the nausea didn't. I passed out not too long afterwards which turned into a deep sleep. I think I slept about 15 hours. I felt like shit for a while after. I didn't get out of bed for the first two days passing out twice on the first day after. I looked visibly pale, struggled with breathing and felt completely void of energy.
you slept for 15 hours and was still alive omg Im scared now. I cant take this chance as I dont have 15 hours. I gotta ctb in at least 5 hours. thanks anyway
 
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nothingchanges

Student
Sep 11, 2020
106
Hi there.

Last January I had a failed ctb attempt with SN, long story short, I took the solution without an antiemetic and threw up. My mum later found the SN and thought it was some sort of hard drug I was using to get high. This colossal fuckup lead to my dad finding out.

Quick disclosure. My dumbass didn't fast as I didn't think it was needed. I only took ~15g of SN in ~50ml of water which is a small amount for my weight and probably lessened the effects. I didn't take antiemetics which probably worsened my nausea.

For the first two minutes I didn't feel too different, minus a little bit of dizziness. There were no stomach or throat pains, but there was a salty aftertaste. Then I felt incredibly nauseous, but like the nausea you feel from a long night of drinking as opposed to the stomach bug sense of nausea. It took roughly a minute from feeling nauseous until I threw up. I'd heard people have still had successful attempts despite throwing up, so I lied down in bed and had a cigarette. I felt a second wave of nausea after my cig and threw up two or three more times. I felt my body shaking but didn't actually feel cold. Breathing was very difficult, but not impossible. The dizziness started to fade out a small bit but the nausea didn't. I passed out not too long afterwards which turned into a deep sleep. I think I slept about 15 hours. I felt like shit for a while after. I didn't get out of bed for the first two days passing out twice on the first day after. I looked visibly pale, struggled with breathing and felt completely void of energy.
Thank you so much for sharing your experience. I greatly appreciate it.
 
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Outofhope

Member
Feb 19, 2021
56
Hi there.

Last January I had a failed ctb attempt with SN, long story short, I took the solution without an antiemetic and threw up. My mum later found the SN and thought it was some sort of hard drug I was using to get high. This colossal fuckup lead to my dad finding out.

Quick disclosure. My dumbass didn't fast as I didn't think it was needed. I only took ~15g of SN in ~50ml of water which is a small amount for my weight and probably lessened the effects. I didn't take antiemetics which probably worsened my nausea.

For the first two minutes I didn't feel too different, minus a little bit of dizziness. There were no stomach or throat pains, but there was a salty aftertaste. Then I felt incredibly nauseous, but like the nausea you feel from a long night of drinking as opposed to the stomach bug sense of nausea. It took roughly a minute from feeling nauseous until I threw up. I'd heard people have still had successful attempts despite throwing up, so I lied down in bed and had a cigarette. I felt a second wave of nausea after my cig and threw up two or three more times. I felt my body shaking but didn't actually feel cold. Breathing was very difficult, but not impossible. The dizziness started to fade out a small bit but the nausea didn't. I passed out not too long afterwards which turned into a deep sleep. I think I slept about 15 hours. I felt like shit for a while after. I didn't get out of bed for the first two days passing out twice on the first day after. I looked visibly pale, struggled with breathing and felt completely void of energy.

15 is enough to kill most people regardless of weight. 25 is advisable to speed things up
 
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SnowWhite

Semi-Professional Disappointment
Jan 16, 2020
154
15 is enough to kill most people regardless of weight. 25 is advisable to speed things up
That was my hope. Hence why I advise people to follow Stan's SN guide to the letter, including a fasting plan and use of antiemetics.

Looking back, maybe I was 'lucky', certainly don't feel it.

EDIT: Just wanted to add, prepare a second solution. It's not going to be much use when vomited out before being in your system.
 
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Anonymous_A

Arcanist
Oct 4, 2020
411
From here out, expect the fearmongering to begin.

Endless amounts of 'sn not working' type threads.

Damn, we're progressing to the stage now . Nearly, well most people...(like me and 99.98% of this forum) agree that sn will kill if said amount is consumed..but hey, now the shitstorm begins.

Sn doesn't work anymore.

(Not srs)
 
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Still Flutter Girl

An alphabet soup of pain, pain, and more pain
Jun 13, 2022
26
Being that SN death is becoming more common, I definitely expect to see more fear on gering threads.

It's my planned method, so I really do need to stick to it, and to my date. I don't want to get the the point of fearmongering threads littering the site 🙄

I do wish that I'd gotten a backup brand from another source, tho. But I've heard that some were fine with this, so :🤷:
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
Being that SN death is becoming more common, I definitely expect to see more fear on gering threads.

It's my planned method, so I really do need to stick to it, and to my date. I don't want to get the the point of fearmongering threads littering the site 🙄

I do wish that I'd gotten a backup brand from another source, tho. But I've heard that some were fine with this, so :🤷:
I'm sticking with sn. I'm confident it will work even after I vomit as long as I have a backup glass. I just want to die.
 
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Still Flutter Girl

An alphabet soup of pain, pain, and more pain
Jun 13, 2022
26
I'm sticking with sn. I'm confident it will work even after I vomit as long as I have a backup glass. I just want to die.
Same. I'm definitely prepping a second glass, and perhaps a third. Going to follow everything to the letter. 👌
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
Same. I'm definitely prepping a second glass, and perhaps a third. Going to follow everything to the letter. 👌
I'll have most of the meds I think. The ae is going to have to be over the counter for me but it's something at least. I'm to much of a wimp to try and hang myself
 
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Still Flutter Girl

An alphabet soup of pain, pain, and more pain
Jun 13, 2022
26
I'll have most of the meds I think. The ae is going to have to be over the counter for me but it's something at least. I'm to much of a wimp to try and hang myself
Very much the same.

I also have wayyyy too many disabilities to only possibly add to them, in ways that could possibly leave me unable to try again. It was so calming to me to find out about SN.
 
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freelifexit

Specialist
Nov 7, 2021
391
If anyone is comfortable talking about it or knows the answer: how does it feel when you start to pass out from SN? Do you get really lightheaded and then pass out or do you have trouble breathing and then pass out? Do you get very scared or anxious as a result?

 
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Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
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Being that SN death is becoming more common, I definitely expect to see more fear on gering threads.

It's my planned method, so I really do need to stick to it, and to my date. I don't want to get the the point of fearmongering threads littering the site 🙄

I do wish that I'd gotten a backup brand from another source, tho. But I've heard that some were fine with this, so :🤷:
I bought two brands, jic. I did do the blood test on both and I think they look okay, but I also haven't been eating right or drinking near enough water so my blood is a bit dark on it's own.
I think it'll be fine, though. I'll just mix two cups, one of each to cover my bases.
 
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