Discussion Has anyone else lost a lot of motivation to do stuff?

[dying_kwik2000]

I feel like I can't get stuff down and work on myself because I've told myself I'm going to die just before the end of the year. Anyone else?

 

[LastNite]

Thats everyone here lol

 

[paradox_panic]

I have lost alot of motivation recently, almost stuck just thinking of when, where, and with what has taken alot of my mental space. Its caused some issues with work and college, im just kinda going through the motions if that makes sense.

 

[TwistedNightmares]

I definitely feel the same way. Even my hobbies are affected due to the lack of motivation.

 

[AuraByte]

Yeah, my motivation to do literally anything has hit rock bottom

I just... don't care lol.

 

[Leonard_Bangley39]

ive been unemployed for well over half a year by now and ive completely lost all motivation to keep trying to find a job. figured id rather just die than keep fighting an uphill battle trying to find a job just so i can get paid barely enough to cover an insanely high rent for a pathetic studio apartment

 

[ginko0]

Right there with you. I convinced myself, not sure how truthfully, that I'm leaving this planet around New Year's Eve. Now it's all about having the guts to do it, or it'll be just another year gone to waste.

 

[ABadPerson]

I've been struggling a lot recently with this lack of motivation much more intensely, even doing nothing at all seems too much for me; I start to freak out internally and spiral from how sickening it can get.

The loneliness especially gets to me, as everything and anything seems so hopelessly pointless anyways.

 

[monetpompo]

I feel like I can't get stuff down and work on myself because I've told myself I'm going to die just before the end of the year.

this is a good post. i think a lot of people outside of this site don't understand how suicidal ideation actually saps your will to do anything. i don't want to get up most days. or eat food. it's all boring and tiring and i wish that i didn't have to be alive to maintain my health. being young makes me feel like i'm never going to die because my body will bounce back from all the times i neglect it. i would rather lay in bed and fall in and out of consciousness for most of the day than actually try to feel good because at least i understand what the baseline feels like. i'm almost afraid of feeling other emotions, because i feel anxious about when something will make me sad again.

when i know that i'm going to be dead in 1 month or 2 months it's like, why am i still here if i'm only waiting to die? it makes me feel guilty for taking up space since i'm acting like a dead body.

 

[doomedforsure]

yep its been 3 years that i didnt do anything at all. 0 motivation for limited life

 

[Macedonian1987]

Yes. I lost motivation to do most things a long time go. Now even doing every day chores like washing my clothes, preparing lunch and cleaning my apartment has become a hard task for me to perform. I lose more and more of my motivation to do things as the years advance.

 

[woodlandcreature]

been doing nothing but rotting for years. can't even do basic hygiene anymore…

 

[Hollowman]

Yep, it's all pointless.

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

Yes, everything is pointless to me now.

 

[enough of this]

I no longer feel motivated to do ANYthing. It's not laziness, I just don't care anymore.
It's like.... what's the use. Everywhere I look I see nothing but insanity. I just want to leave.

 

[KenDuh]

I'm thinking about leaving uni, I just want to disappear, I feel horrible all the time and can't get anything done, I just want to die but I just end up sleeping

 

[Jan1193]

I have no motivation for existing itself. I remember times when I felt better and do a lot of stuff so easily, but I don't remember what exactly motivatrs me or how was feel

 

[indianachrome]

been doing nothing but rotting for years. can't even do basic hygiene anymore…

same here. Basic hygiene is just too much.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Yeah. I def have to force everything I do, pretty much, even just going to store to get food. Definitely a struggle.