Has anyone else gotten depress from a dream

[Thatdude]

Once in a while I get a dream that makes me happy. Only to wake up and realize it was just a dream and my life sucks. Like my favorite thing to do is to dream because I tend to know if I'm awake by knowing near instantly if I hate this life. Hate this loneliness, this failure, and so on. The only thing that gives me pure happiness is that one day my suffering will end when I die.

For example last night I dreamed I was with some pretty girl and was happy. I was introducing her to my parents and by that moment I woke up. Only to realize how lonely I am and a future that will very likely never happen.
In the past I thought many of my happy dreams was predictions on the future. It pushed me to keep going and push for it. Dreams like owning a place, and having family over. Where now I know the monsters most of my family are, and I am even more from owning a place. Like I will never have the leave it to beaver vibe which made me happy in that one dream, just as much as I most likely will never be able to get out of this loneliness and worry.
I hope I die soon.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

This happens to me all the time, especially when I get lucid or happy dreams. If only there was a way to stay in them and never leave...

 

[Thatdude]

This happens to me all the time, especially when I get lucid or happy dreams. If only there was a way to stay in them and never leave...

I agree. And I hope I die while having one of these happy dreams.

 

[WornOutLife]

I once dreamt that I had overworked for days and when I finally woke up, I had to start working! It really sucked lol.

I love having happy dreams. They can literally change my mood.

 

[sm20]

I was having trying to prepare myself for jumping which isn't my method anymore. It started really stressing me out and then I even had a dream about it where I had better access to jumping than I have in real life, and I was still too scared to do it. That was a bit depressing and made me realize I'd never be able to do it and having no other method it was extremely stressful feeling trapped like that. Thankfully my sn comes in 2 days, I'm not sure if I'm going to use it though.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just have nightmares a lot of the time but I think in the past I have had a good one and I have felt disappointed upon waking up. I just love sleeping though and it is depressing to wake up as I think to myself 'I am still here'. The thought of eternal sleep comforts me.

 

[Scribble Fan]

This happens to me a lot. I usually dream that my family accepts me and that I'm spending time with them only to wake up and feel lonely and disappointed.

 

[JustAnumber]

I get depressed being awake.

 

[92MS]

I get a nightmare where someone was hunting me, after i wake up and realized it wasn't real i got sad and wished it was real.
It would have been fun/scary way to die rather than just ctb

 

[the_final_countdown]

One of the odd long term side effects from medication I took is that I have about 4 to 6 dreams a night.

It's exhausting. Because I feel all the emotions with an intensity I never had before. And it's this nostalgic pain that just breaks me every fucking day for the past two months.

I wake up in a panic, like I'm dying. I have to stand up to make the panic and pain go away. It's so terrible.

I never realized the human body was capable of such broken wretchedness.

 

[ClownMe]

i get depressed waking up from dreams because they're better than reality.

 

[BlankUser]

I had some great dreams, I dream a lot about being at the beach, swimming in the sea, having a better life, starring in my favorite movie etc. But I have some really horrible dreams too, when I dream about traumatic events happening over and over again. So to me, dreams are just a mindfuck.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

The worst ones are where I see my high school crush and then I wake up. I am paying the price for my cowardice. Conversely, I enjoy dreams where I kill myself because it always feels so nice and there is no fear at all. In my most recent dream of this sort, I saw a few girls fall to their deaths off a building; later I hung myself from a long rope. In another dream, I found myself on a concrete structure in a barren ocean where I and many children/ adolescents were going to drown ourselves. Very cool.

 

[BrokenLine]

Yes, my subconscious is a bit of a bitch like that. I have an almost continuation of the same dream over a few days an amazing dream then I have one in which it all falls apart. Weirdly and maybe sadly the happy ones I enjoy because I was happy, it makes me think maybe one day just maybe. But reality is always the final dream.

 

[lofticries]

I used to dream I was in tokyo a lot as a teen during my more weaboo years.

Currently I don't dream at all unless I'm having a nightmare about the past or the present.

 

[Versailles]

I recently dreamed of my college days, as if it were some kind of youth novel, where for some reason I was competing with my ex-girlfriend in exams. The nostalgia and the memories ended up depressing me.I recently dreamed of my college days, as if it were some kind of youth novel, where for some reason I was competing with my ex-girlfriend in exams. The nostalgia and the memories ended up depressing me.