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Alonelylife
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- Jun 7, 2019
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I don't even know what's it like to have friends. I'm sure my body wouldn't be discovered until the smell of rotting corpse takes over.
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I used to vent a lot about suicide and how nobody would miss me if i was gone yada yada and typical teenage angst when i was younger. Once I graduated high school though and went to university, I started getting sick with ulcerative colitis. It was really difficult and i had to drop out of school because of it.
Here's the thing though. After i ended up getting sick and going to the hospital then getting diagnosed, i realized nobody cared or really noticed i was gone from uni. So one day i just stopped responding to smalltalk and just disappeared. And nobody cared! For all anyone knew i died of some disease I got. I just disappeared one day off of campus from the people that saw me every day. It's been a year now and I'm almost certain nobody cares anymore about whether or not im alive.
It feels good to finally have proof that nobody i knew has cared or noticed my "death". One of their main arguments against suicide is how much someone's death will hurt others, but i just disappeared and 0 people cared. Now if i kill myself for real, i know nobody will notice. Absolute proof .
The only problem is i can't rub it in anyone's face because i don't talk to anyone anymore.
I'll be the first to admit that I hate it, but we are social creatures.
And you're welcome to that. But not everyone has the ability to socialize face-to-face.Facebook is not my idea of being a social creature.
And you're welcome to that. But not everyone has the ability to socialize face-to-face.
it's likely it wouldn't be discovered for many days, if not longer. I think my mom might notice i have been totally unresponsive,
I am a ghost. It's something I can't seem to get away from. So proceed with caution. I may disappear.
I'm pretty sure if you are unreachable when you need to be, your employer will start looking for you sooner than you think and call the cops. I know someone who had a heart attack and passed away in his sleep and it was because the employer called the family and cops to check that they found out a d had to break down the door. Especially if you're very reliable and a good employee, they would think the worst.No. For all I know I'm ignoring someone who is doing the same, since I don't keep tabs on when I last heard from someone.
For some reason I am bothered by the fact when I die, it's likely it wouldn't be discovered for many days, if not longer. I think my mom might notice i have been totally unresponsive, but she might think I'm busy and not want to meddle. I work from home and my "Employers" I doubt would think of such things.
And you're welcome to that. But not everyone has the ability to socialize face-to-face.
Same here. Whenever I do talk to someone I think « I should not be talking to them, I need to stop NOW . »I've disappeared but its to minimize the impact I will have on other people rather than proving that people don't care about me.