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heydude56

Experienced
Aug 13, 2025
252
I've tried it a few times now and I was able to successfully pass out every time but for some reason always ended up waking up afterwards...
Judging by the fact that there haven't been any serious aftereffects(or really any aftereffects at all tbh), I would say I was probably unconscious for only a short amount of time before somehow waking up each time.

Has anyone else experienced this..?
I would maybe understand if this happened to me once or twice but the same thing happened 4 times already and it's quite frustrating.
I'm even considering filming myself next time just to see what exactly goes wrong.

If anyone has any idea or suggestion about this situation please tell me. I would really appreciate it thx
 
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WishfulNeanderthal

WishfulNeanderthal

Wishing for better times
Apr 18, 2025
200
I can only speak from my own attempt, but for me i was at the brink of passing out before SI kicked in like adrenaline, forcing me to stand up. Im sorry that happened to you btw
 
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heydude56

Experienced
Aug 13, 2025
252
I can only speak from my own attempt, but for me i was at the brink of passing out before SI kicked in like adrenaline, forcing me to stand up. Im sorry that happened to you btw
I guess it's possible that the same thing happened to me but I somehow just don't remember the standing up part.. (maybe because I was almost passed out so I didn't have any memory at that point..?)
But if that's actually the case, are some people just inherently immune to partial hanging..?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,175
Same thing happened to me as with Wistful. I was on the edge of consciousness (not sure which side) and I would suddenly jerk myself back awake. I am probably going to switch to full suspension for my next attempt.
 
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DeletedUser123xyz

DeletedUser123xyz

just a dream within a dream…
Aug 16, 2025
48
I can only speak from my own attempt, but for me i was at the brink of passing out before SI kicked in like adrenaline, forcing me to stand up. Im sorry that happened to you btw
Same thing happened to me, right before I blacked out I just got the most intense feeling of dread and terror I've ever felt, causing me to stand up and stop it.
 
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sevennn

sevennn

Warlock
Sep 11, 2024
702
i couldnt do it. i felt a lot of pressure in my head and bad ringing in my ears and stood up. i hate hanging
 
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beandigger404

beandigger404

he/him
Jun 21, 2025
37
Late this summer I attempted a partial hanging and nearly succeeded. I leaned over and after a few seconds I felt myself about to go limp before the belt slipped from where I tied it and I fell and survived. I had it all perfect. Wouldn't be here I had a better way to tie my belt somewhere. It was peaceful too, from what I remembered. Sure, a bit freaky feeling my limbs suddenly give out without my will just from putting pressure on the carotid arteries, but it was sweet and painless. I don't know much about hanging and this was more of an impulsive attempt, but I'm curious if anyone else has had a similar experience?
 
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WhiteSkinRedBlood

WhiteSkinRedBlood

Member
Aug 17, 2025
20
Whenever I try partial, I only can get the jugular veins and nothing else happens. Don't think I was ever even close to passing out.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
I've attempted so many times, I've fallen unconscious a lot but for some reason something always happens to get me back up.
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
835
i have failed partal many times
 
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AreWeWinning

AreWeWinning

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Nov 1, 2021
586
Just saying "failed partial" doesn't tell the full story. There are many different positions in which it can be done. Some result in a pressure that is about 20% of the body weight or less, while other positions result in about 60% of the body weight or more.

Specifying the exact position would be much more helpful with these types of comments.
 
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Steph99

Student
Aug 29, 2025
115
Same thing happened to me as with Wistful. I was on the edge of consciousness (not sure which side) and I would suddenly jerk myself back awake. I am probably going to switch to full suspension for my next attempt.
Pretty much exactly what happened to me, though I was in a harness, and not trying to CTB. Probably 5 seconds away from that though. Have no idea how I got back on the chair, and had little idea where I was. No pain whatsover though which was intriguing. I made a separate post about my experience.
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
835
Just saying "failed partial" doesn't tell the full story. There are many different positions in which it can be done. Some result in a pressure that is about 20% of the body weight or less, while other positions result in about 60% of the body weight or more.

Specifying the exact position would be much more helpful with these types of comments.
i have tied rope to window and door
chain was to a bed.
belt have been tied to window and door
anchor point never been a problem.

i used a chain once that was uneven pressure and did not work.

stick leg through the other in jeans, did work but not optimal was stopped but tryed again right after by making tourniquet with my shirt also stopped, stupid camera (looked up in cell, theirs lore about that cell)

all other times did not have issues with the setup (as far as i can remember)

used clots, belt, rope, prefer belt over rope.

stopped before i managed to try once and stopped after a few times

most of thus memorys are bury so its hard to recall
 

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