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audison
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- Jun 29, 2023
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Might delete this. It's kind of a funny story on paper but I was a kid I accidentally hanged myself on a shower hose while being dramatic. probably out curiousity too. Cant remember exactly what happened that day but I did not go in with any intention of hurting myself, nor did I know it could. But anyway, the last thing I remember was getting this tingly sensation in my head and my vision getting spotty (like the visual personification of pins and needles).
Then I woke up on the floor having a stroke I think? My entire body was shaking, and while my body was aware of it when it was happening, it was only when the shaking was over could I consciously recognize what had happened. I had even hit my head, but I think I was so in shock that my body didn't even recognize the pain when I regained consciousness.
Flash forward years later and now actively suicidal, trying to experiment with hanging. Whenever I close off the arteries I start to get that shaking feeling I felt before. it last a few moments even after I stop putting pressure on them and the dizziness kind of lingers. I was wondering if anyone else experiences this full-body shaking when trying to hang themselves. I'm pretty sure it may have been a stroke, which lines up since I passed cut off cutting off circulation to the brain. But anyway I look it up and it just doesn't seem like anyone else experiences this feeling.
Curious to hear your thoughts experiences with hanging.
Then I woke up on the floor having a stroke I think? My entire body was shaking, and while my body was aware of it when it was happening, it was only when the shaking was over could I consciously recognize what had happened. I had even hit my head, but I think I was so in shock that my body didn't even recognize the pain when I regained consciousness.
Flash forward years later and now actively suicidal, trying to experiment with hanging. Whenever I close off the arteries I start to get that shaking feeling I felt before. it last a few moments even after I stop putting pressure on them and the dizziness kind of lingers. I was wondering if anyone else experiences this full-body shaking when trying to hang themselves. I'm pretty sure it may have been a stroke, which lines up since I passed cut off cutting off circulation to the brain. But anyway I look it up and it just doesn't seem like anyone else experiences this feeling.
Curious to hear your thoughts experiences with hanging.
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