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Razor's Edge

Razor's Edge

Scars Beneath the Skin
Jan 5, 2020
113
december 2018 had dream I was being buried in a grave dead. my bunny died some days after and I tried to ctb around the same time the year after that..
also used to be a popular site when I was about 13 around 9/11 where one could type in their name and get what year they will be when they die, I typed in mine and my family members and they all got old ages but mine was only 32, I am that in a few days so yeah, I havent been this bad in all these years about suicide...


Thank you so much for sharing your experiences.
I, also have dream t of what I guess was of being buried. I was going into the ground, but I can see. So , I see the dirt, the grass actually growing...totally bizarre!
I am sorry to hear about all of your emotional pain. I understand, more than you know. If interested check out my thread about your mother causing the desire to CTB...it will explain some of my personal emotional pain. And, btw, I would not think anything more of that age thing when you die. It's probably horseshit anyway.
Thanks again...Peace.
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DepressedAngel

DepressedAngel

Life is exhausting
Dec 4, 2019
146
I don't have dreams about killing myself, but I have vivid nightmares about my friends killing themselves. I always wake up crying :((
 

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