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madjin

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Jan 26, 2025
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Just had it analyzed and it's Assay is 98% pure and in a 500 g box! Kept it safely on my desk! I'm keeping it tightly sealed until I have the proper resources to test it right according to Vizzy's guide.


I'm so Happy! I'm one step closer to Freedom. I'm one step closer to escaping my Pain. Just wanted to share this good news with the Forum! I'll update on my journey to death as I get further along.

Thank you for Reading.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best, I hope you find freedom from suffering.
 
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madjin

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Jan 26, 2025
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how much did it costed for 500 gm and which country?
Heya Buddy, Sure I'll be happy to answer that.

I'm somewhere close to india, not india. But I'm in the SEA. Unfortunately I cannot tell you my exact country because of obvious reasons.

As for the cost in Dollars/Pounds: 11.43 USD$ or 8.54 Pound sterling. Delivery was a Few dollars/quid more but that's irrelevant.
I wish you the best, I hope you find freedom from suffering.
Thank you Friend, I keep reminding myself to keep a Cool level head As I get closer to the finish line. Kindly do me a Favor and check out some of my recent threads? I've seen you around before and I think you know a lot of things regarding CTB, I'd be deeply grateful if you did. I need all the Advice I can get. Don't wanna leave much to chance…
 
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Widow39

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Aug 16, 2026
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Wow 500g at least you ordered enough. When do you plan to use it?
 
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madjin

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Jan 26, 2025
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Wow 500g at least you ordered enough. When do you plan to use it?
why? Is 500 g too much? I'm cool if it's enough for testing and 3 drinks of SN. The Plan is to have everything in order and hopefully do it before the month is out.
 
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Widow39

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Aug 16, 2026
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You have enough for ctb 20 times, but unfortunately you will only need to do it once 😓

There is a chart it depend of your weight, you need about 25g
 
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madjin

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Jan 26, 2025
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You have enough for ctb 20 times, but unfortunately you will only need to do it once 😓

There is a chart it depend of your weight, you need about 25g
Yeah I saw the chart aswell. I'm happy it's more than enough, means I got some breathing room.
 
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Widow39

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Aug 16, 2026
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Lol more than breathing room, if you don't quit with that dunno what you need more...
 
3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
417
I'm so happy for you too! I hope every suffering and pains ends and I hope for your happy peaceful departure, friend:)
 
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madjin

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Jan 26, 2025
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I'm so happy for you too! I hope every suffering and pains ends and I hope for your happy peaceful departure, friend:)
❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Greatly appreciate your Support of me! I'm just glad I get to tap out Young and save myself from the worst of it.
Lol more than breathing room, if you don't quit with that dunno what you need more...
Yeah, It's more like 'Enough to store a Truck' room 😆, While True that the SN itself might be enough I'm still working on acquiring Sedatives, Painkillers and Antiemetics (already ordered 10 mg tablets in 12 pieces, hoping that's enough even If I have to do pre CTB testing with it) alongside some more SN testing and storing equipment.
 
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