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21Neberg
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2018
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Sorry, have to vent here.
I was cycling home today as usual. I had had a pretty bad day, but nothing out of the usual. Since I've been taking my blade to school to cut there I can deal with the loneliness from seeing my friends and their girlfriends better. However, as I got home I saw these two complete strangers kissing in the park.
I don't know what happened, but I just fell apart inside. All I could think about was cutting, and when I'd have time to attempt again.
It's been a month since I was dumped, and there hasn't been an hour of the day when I haven't thought of her. I can't stand it, I'm miserable. Seeing couples makes me miserable.
Sorry for the vent again, never mind it I guess...
I was cycling home today as usual. I had had a pretty bad day, but nothing out of the usual. Since I've been taking my blade to school to cut there I can deal with the loneliness from seeing my friends and their girlfriends better. However, as I got home I saw these two complete strangers kissing in the park.
I don't know what happened, but I just fell apart inside. All I could think about was cutting, and when I'd have time to attempt again.
It's been a month since I was dumped, and there hasn't been an hour of the day when I haven't thought of her. I can't stand it, I'm miserable. Seeing couples makes me miserable.
Sorry for the vent again, never mind it I guess...