Help Hanging

[ashytiger]

I am desperate. I hate life and want to ctb since months, I feel like I will never succeed in ctb, feels like I'm forced to live. I have a good polyester rope, if I find a solid tree and do full suspension will it work ? Also I don't have a large enough bag for transporting the big chairs to the forest I have so will a small stool do the job?
Other option I've got is jumping from a bridge but it terrifies me. I have already lost consciousness painlessly and rapidly many times with partial so I am more familiar with hanging.
Would be very thankful if someone answered me. :)

 

[xhersekk]

can you find an anchor pont in your place? i also will go with fsh but SI is stopping me

 

[ashytiger]

can you find an anchor pont in your place? i also will go with fsh but SI is stopping me

I have no high enough anchor point in my small apartment sadly. The anchor points are low, I have tried partial and I lose consciousness quicky, painlessly but after only few seconds I regain consciousness, even with the pressure of the rope maintained.

 

[xhersekk]

Have you thought about a using pull-up bar? did you check security bars on windows?
If you live alone, you could also use a door.

 

[Realgar]

Why didn't partial work for you? What went wrong?

 

[ashytiger]

Why didn't partial work for you? What went wrong?

I have tried partial many times. I lost consciousness, sometimes quickly, but then regain consciousness after few seconds. I don't know, I am probably doing it wrong.