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406cap

406cap

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Dec 4, 2024
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I've had my last straw. My life has reached its end. My entire family has died, my partner left me, I am now in a state where I don't know anyone alone. I'm just done.

I am in the US but I don't want to use a firearm I just can't imagine myself doing something so violent.

I think I have to do hanging or CO. My main worry with hanging is an anchor point. - if it breaks. Though my brother was successful.

My other idea is charcoal, a generator or any way I can get CO. Inert gas is too technical.

Which one would be more painless?
 
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Vorty30

Sanctioned Extractor
Oct 10, 2023
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Hanging.
 
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kurgan

kurgan

Wanderer
Jun 6, 2025
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I would choose CO, i would want my chest to be able to breathe in and out right up to my last breath. either charcoal or generator would suffice.
 
wolfpaxhd

wolfpaxhd

Student
Aug 30, 2025
128
I would do CO first personally, it seems to be a lot more reliable and easy if done right. Just expect headaches, and being dizzy, also more effective with a CO analyzer to see if its a good level.

Hanging would be the last resort if somehow the CO method fails.

It seems you're dead set, thus good luck on your journey.
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
835
hanging or CO
we are not supposed to say what you should or not do thats for you to decade

i been leaning against hanging for accessibility but CO also a good method
 

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