ashytiger
Member
- Mar 8, 2025
- 19
Hello. I'm in such a bad place right now. I really want to ctb but I tried full hanging in a forest, and it hurt too much my neck so I didn't have the courage to do it entirely and I didn't
expect being in a forest alone to be so scary, it feels so eerie and dangerous and invasive I wish I could do it at home. I also thought about jumping from a 229ft high bridge onto hard surface, BUT today I went to a castle/fortress in my city wich is half that high and I looked down and thought to myself how even will I manage to jump from that height. Please help me. I just need someone from another viewpoint answering because I live alone.
I otherwise thought about partial hanging or stabbing myself.
expect being in a forest alone to be so scary, it feels so eerie and dangerous and invasive I wish I could do it at home. I also thought about jumping from a 229ft high bridge onto hard surface, BUT today I went to a castle/fortress in my city wich is half that high and I looked down and thought to myself how even will I manage to jump from that height. Please help me. I just need someone from another viewpoint answering because I live alone.
I otherwise thought about partial hanging or stabbing myself.
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