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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
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I'm sure it's fineeeeee, it's just my left arm just suddenly not... doing arm things anymore, with chest pain, confusion, difficulty breathing, etc, it's fiiiinnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. My hands was straight up blue but it'S ok, when i sat down it kinda got better it's fiinneeeeeeeeeee.

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RazzleDazzle

The void stares back.
Sep 16, 2021
355
Oh I'm so sorry. I've gone through periods of time when my body is doing fucked up stuff and straight up not working sometimes, and getting people to even take that seriously or care can be really hard.

I see you. I believe you. That sounds scary and hard and I hope you're able to get a doctor who can help you.
 
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Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
1,261
Oh I'm so sorry. I've gone through periods of time when my body is doing fucked up stuff and straight up not working sometimes, and getting people to even take that seriously or care can be really hard.

I see you. I believe you. That sounds scary and hard and I hope you're able to get a doctor who can help you.
They have video of me fainting from my heart problems on camera and still havent been fucked doing anything about it ._.
 
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RazzleDazzle

The void stares back.
Sep 16, 2021
355
They have video of me fainting from my heart problems on camera and still havent been fucked doing anything about it ._.

Yeah I remembered that post. Fuck them.

Do you have to keep doing this volunteering? I have really fucked my health up by pushing myself to keep going with stuff when I was physically really struggling. If it's something you can quit this sounds like something that might be worth quitting.
 
Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
1,261
Yeah I remembered that post. Fuck them.

Do you have to keep doing this volunteering? I have really fucked my health up by pushing myself to keep going with stuff when I was physically really struggling. If it's something you can quit this sounds like something that might be worth quitting.
it's literally the only thing i have that allows me some sort of socialisation, if not im literally alone witrhout any support 24/7. I've straight up been left to die by everyone i knew so i dont have a whole lot of options ,especially with my shit heart.
 

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