had to go under anesthesia. this made me realize that I think I'm ready.

[heroingirl]

it felt pretty similar to a blood choke, just without the neck pressure, but it was insanely peaceful. I was honestly upset when I woke up. people say its like sleep, but it wasn't to me. it was nonexistence. and I found it beautiful. I was trying to get better, but no matter how much better things could get, that was more. I was just nothing. gone in a blink. i would've loved to have gone then and there. I cant stop thinking about it. anyone else experience this? having a small taste and waking up to have it ripped away has just really gotten to me.

 

[Dr.Duck]

Everytime I wake up in the morning

 

[Gangrel]

It doesn't really matter since it's nothing but it is a hard concept to grasp since we can't know what non existence is like after going through it. Sigh, being a human sucks.

 

[dasmurphy]

I understand, I been feeling like this since the first time I went through anesthesia; I want that again!

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Everytime I wake up in the morning

You and me both