Had to admit my self harm to my Marine recruiter, feel so embarassed

[LifeIsASadist]

I was forced to admit my self harm scars to my MEPS doctor because he asked "have you ever" then he made a cutting gesture. I was forced to say yes because he was going to get me naked (he did) then he saw EVERY SCAR on my body which made me feel so embarassed.

The MEPS doctor told me to get a waiver from my recruiter which I did. I felt so fucking embarassed admitting I used to CUT MYSELF!!! I felt my face flushing when I had to admit it to him and even worse, most military personnel are conservatives so they probably think I am some fucking creepo or weirdo now considering conservatives do not tolerate self harm very well.

 

[Dot]

Thy mght b cnserv8tve bt thy r also an indstry filld wth PTSD & ppl wh/ strggle

Also = nt uncommn fr ppl wth cptsd t/ join miltry bcse sme ppl r joinng t/ escpe abusve hmes etc

S/ thy hve prbbly C evrythng alrdy

 

[LifeIsASadist]

Thy mght b cnserv8tve bt thy r also an indstry filld wth PTSD & ppl wh/ strggle

Also = nt uncommn fr ppl wth cptsd t/ join miltry bcse sme ppl r joinng t/ escpe abusve hmes etc

S/ thy hve prbbly C evrythng alrdy

Ive been DQd multiple times in the past for having IEP but now I am getting a chance.

Btw are you drunk? You type like me when I am drunk.

 

[alwaysalone]

Ive been DQd multiple times in the past for having IEP but now I am getting a chance.

Btw are you drunk? You type like me when I am drunk.

Dot isn't drunk she has issues. Don't worry meps Dr's have literally seen everything. And frankly they don't care.

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

Btw are you drunk? You type like me when I am drunk.

Under Dot's avatar it says info about typing style in profile. There's a couple of SaSu users with very different typing style unrelated to intoxication along with many people that don't write in English and use a translator.

 

[Dot]

Btw are you drunk?

Ha if only