Story Had a grandiose dream

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Let me start by saying I've always wanted to be "something" from a young age. I never picked what I wanted to do because any dreams I had were crushed when thinking about my own capability's, by thinking realistically. I had this dream directly after learning who Tantacrul was then soon after watching the video (we know the one) after I had watched the whole thing I proceeded to bed. One thing that particularly stuck with me was the partners/Malicious Actors section about how a man lured a woman two women to his apartment and SA'd, Totally disgusting and I feel rage even thinking about it. I had thought about the potential of the partners section and how this man was now a blight on the website cause he couldn't keep it in his pants. In this dream I don't know how I came about it but I found likeminded people, victims of life, the despairing and those who've felt insignificant, all who were ready to ctb. Everyone had entered a garage like building with SN in hand and all poured it into a single pile, I think that way the potentially harmful batch from anyone with malicious intent would be mixed with the ones with the desirable results. There were the direct amount of chairs and notes as there were people and everyone unanimously filed into chairs and consumed SN. Now that I'm looking back at it too much could've gone wrong strictly drinking SN(where's the water?), People bailing out, Etc. But I also realize subconsciously this is the ideal situation for me… I have no way to obtain SN, I know no one who thinks like this and a organized mass suicide would let me become "something". The mind is insane!

 

[angel_cries]

Let me start by saying I've always wanted to be "something" from a young age. I never picked what I wanted to do because any dreams I had were crushed when thinking about my own capability's, by thinking realistically. I had this dream directly after learning who Tantacrul was then soon after watching the video (we know the one) after I had watched the whole thing I proceeded to bed. One thing that particularly stuck with me was the partners/Malicious Actors section about how a man lured a woman two women to his apartment and SA'd, Totally disgusting and I feel rage even thinking about it. I had thought about the potential of the partners section and how this man was now a blight on the website cause he couldn't keep it in his pants. In this dream I don't know how I came about it but I found likeminded people, victims of life, the despairing and those who've felt insignificant, all who were ready to ctb. Everyone had entered a garage like building with SN in hand and all poured it into a single pile, I think that way the potentially harmful batch from anyone with malicious intent would be mixed with the ones with the desirable results. There were the direct amount of chairs and notes as there were people and everyone unanimously filed into chairs and consumed SN. Now that I'm looking back at it too much could've gone wrong strictly drinking SN(where's the water?), People bailing out, Etc. But I also realize subconsciously this is the ideal situation for me… I have no way to obtain SN, I know no one who thinks like this and a organized mass suicide would let me become "something". The mind is insane!

I think there was a cult or something that organized a mass suicide just like this and worked. I'm not that educated in this event so if you're curious you can look it up and make your own opinion about it. I'm just wondering that this must have been just like your dream.