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tookalongvacation

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Jul 17, 2025
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I ended up having a really nice day and yet I still know suicide is what I truly want. Does anyone else feel the same?
 
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_Gollum_

Formerly Alexei_Kirillov
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Every time
 
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openBottomJeans

won’t see what might’ve been…
Jul 4, 2025
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Yep
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Had a tough week. I had a really difficult certification to do. Completed it yesterday. Should be happy today. Should be really happy. Not really.
 
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tookalongvacation

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Jul 17, 2025
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Had a tough week. I had a really difficult certification to do. Completed it yesterday. Should be happy today. Should be really happy. Not really.
Well done for doing that certification!! Try and celebrate, even if it's something small.
 
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DeadSouls

Perpetually sad.
Jun 23, 2025
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I ended up having a really nice day and yet I still know suicide is what I truly want. Does anyone else feel the same?
Yes,and it's so disheartening. I can spend the whole day feeling pretty ok or even with a glimpse of happiness. Then it all comes crashing down and the weight and the blackness is un- escapable. I don't know if that is a word. 😶 Xoxox
 
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motob

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Oct 20, 2023
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yeah, was feeling a period of contentedness and then ended up back here. I feel so pathetic.
 
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