Story had a dream last night

[JustADeerGirl]

i had a dream that made me hate the life i live even more
i dreamt a life where i had no autism, no adhd, no nothing like that.

i was happy. i was really happy.
once i woke up, i wasn't sad, i was extremely pissed off. thankfully the sunlight coming through my window calmed me down a bit.
still, i resent the life i live now due to these issues. as much as i joke around with "not wanting to be normal"...

I WANT TO BE NORMAL.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do believe that for many people dreams certainly can be better than the harsh, disappointing reality of this existence. It's all just so very unfair how people suffer all through no fault of their own.