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ojinzo

ojinzo

Specialist
Feb 21, 2022
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I have had about 4.5 ml of Nembutal from D and I am high as fuck.
The feeling is very similar to being drunk, except it feels heavy. I might do 1.5 ml more.
Are you frekking kidding me?! I swear, of my gift ever arrives, which I doubt it will at this point, and I drink that shit and wake up in going to be one pissed off person. I really hope you are joking😡
I

I thought I did offer it. She was hit by a car when she was crossing the sidewalk next to my house when she was talking Casper, our dog, on walk.

I am from the United States.
Idk why but this story breaks my heart. I'm sorry you experienced such a profound loss. I can feel you really loved her
 
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Jrmull1993

Jrmull1993

Warlock
Jul 13, 2022
753
who is D and where do I find him?
D is a source for N. To obtain N from D you'll have to do a bit of digging for his contact info, but you'll come across it.
 
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Aardvark

Aardvark

Member
Apr 26, 2022
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D is a source for N. To obtain N from D you'll have to do a bit of digging for his contact info, but you'll come across it.
Thanks for your response. Do I dig on this site or elsewhere for him?
 
Jrmull1993

Jrmull1993

Warlock
Jul 13, 2022
753
@Aardvark There is a guide/handbook posted on this forum (and the other similar ones) which will give you the information you need.

I apologize if this comes across as cryptic, but many users of this forum are a bit hesitant to just provide the source, as many members have ill intentions. Nothing personal, just playing it safe....
 
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jk9761

Experienced
Jul 25, 2022
289
I have had about 4.5 ml of Nembutal from D and I am high as fuck.
The feeling is very similar to being drunk, except it feels heavy. I might do 1.5 ml more.
when was this you got your package so we have a timeline and what country . customs is on it right now
 
Aardvark

Aardvark

Member
Apr 26, 2022
34
@Aardvark There is a guide/handbook posted on this forum (and the other similar ones) which will give you the information you need.

I apologize if this comes across as cryptic, but many users of this forum are a bit hesitant to just provide the source, as many members have ill intentions. Nothing personal, just playing it safe....
Given what the site deals with and no doubt there are White Knights who've infiltrated our space who have their own agenda, I can understand the need for caution. I'll see if I can find that version of the book here.

I often think things would be so much easier if resources could simply be posted in one area which would take the additional frustration out of what is already a shitty day.

Thank you
 
Jrmull1993

Jrmull1993

Warlock
Jul 13, 2022
753
I often think things would be so much easier if resources could simply be posted in one area which would take the additional frustration out of what is already a shitty day.
There is a pinned post with all the resources in one place. Here's the link:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
 
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Aardvark

Aardvark

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Apr 26, 2022
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There is a pinned post with all the resources in one place. Here's the link:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
Thank you so very much!! This is going to save me ages trying to find what I need. Really very much appreciated!
 
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Ceterum

Ceterum

Member
Aug 10, 2022
90
How's the fatigue the next day?
As a chronic insomniac I've been curious how do barbiturates compare to the crap available today

barbiturates are - for sleeping purposes - not better than more modern substances (benzodiazepines, Z substances).

A main difference is that due to a different way of interaction with the GABA receptor, barbiturate overdoses can easily be lethal, whilst it is unlikely to die of benzodiazepines alone for instance. This is also the reason why barbiturates are not used as sedatives anymore.
 

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