Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
532
With IC and now CCS being taken down, I think we need to not only be careful of who we give sources to, but how we discuss them in the forums, like for me, I'm going to give them names. Like

"I got mine from Edna." For a site.

This valuable resource getting taken away is giving me anxiety.
 
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Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
There's not nearly enough caution here. I understand those not planning to be here for long being a little diconnected and shit, but man, if it were up to me, I would probably put new members through exams and shit so they totally understand what's legal and what's not, you know? They're either clueless or just don't care, and all it takes is for the wrong precious little princess to pass through here on her way out, and this place could be shut down. Nothing against princesses, just the rage a family might funnel into more effective manoevers. I'll never take this site for granted.
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
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Yeah, I'm thinking about writing up a suggestion on this topic because while people technically aren't "sharing public resources" the initials give away a LOT more than people think.
 
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NoLoveNoHope

NoLoveNoHope

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Mar 25, 2023
566
Yeah, I'm thinking about writing up a suggestion on this topic because while people technically aren't "sharing public resources" the initials give away a LOT more than people think.
Definitely, I found CCS by it's initials you don't even need a forum account to get access to that information.
 
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kernel_panic

Feb 11, 2023
2,145
Members posting full names of sources are also a big problem. It takes way too long for the post to be removed by moderators. That's how I found out what the most popular initials here mean and I didn't even have to ask anyone.
 
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HerculePoirot

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Sep 25, 2022
743
It's becoming more and more obvious that all politically correct countries are going to ban sodium nitrite. So the only option would be to produce it ourselves.

It's becoming more and more obvious that all politically correct countries are going to ban sodium nitrite.
Next steps would be banning tall buildings, fast trains, strong ropes and kitchen knives.
 
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unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
how we discuss them in the forums,
There is no discussion directly naming the source on the forum board because it is a volition. The thing about this is those with the source just never know with others without it. It comes with the territory; trust. Due to this I've had to switch methods, since I have no idea how much I would have to do around the forum to be trusted enough to be PM'd the source.
 
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SilentSadness

The rain pours eternally.
Feb 28, 2023
1,125
A source being dependent on not being leaked was never reliable anyway, the problem is this society which relentlessly restricts ctb methods out of delusions and hunts for fame. It was destined to be taken down at some point, there's nothing any of us can do sadly.
 
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jolongone

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Feb 24, 2023
148
With IC and now CCS being taken down, I think we need to not only be careful of who we give sources to, but how we discuss them in the forums, like for me, I'm going to give them names. Like

"I got mine from Edna." For a site.

This valuable resource getting taken away is giving me anxiety.
I know we have to be careful but l feel bad when there are so many asking for sources. I don't want to sound rude but l don't get it how they just can't search for suppliers. They are easy enough to find just takes a bit of time 🙄
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
I never even knew of any of these sources.
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
743
It's becoming more and more obvious that all politically correct countries are going to ban sodium nitrite.
Next steps would be banning tall buildings, fast trains, strong ropes and kitchen knives.
It's becoming more and more obvious that all politically correct countries are going to ban sodium nitrite. So the only option would be to produce it ourselves.


Next steps would be banning tall buildings, fast trains, strong ropes and kitchen knives.
Not firearms of course. That is sacred.
 
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Pluto

Meowing to go out
Dec 27, 2020
4,102
This is a tragedy of circumstance for many reasons.

Suicidality for most people is a desperate drive for a personal solution. It's not usually a state overt concern for preserving sources for others, and only a limited number of people will remain in this community over a longer period of time in any case.

Now that the site has been given global exposure via dramatic mass media 'promotion', the added attention will mean a greater influx of short-term members, as well as increasing scrutiny by authorities under pressure to thwart all preventable methods (yes, except firearms). It's hard to see this as a positive development at any level; the only winner seems to be the clickbait factor for the media.

If anything, the whole situation is a vicious circle that is set up to worsen over time. Perhaps the website will eventually disperse into a number of smaller communities which are harder to target.
 
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JuliaOnTheNet

JuliaOnTheNet

pew pew pew
Feb 14, 2023
101
IC was shit anyway, they were charging more for 50 grams, then what I paid for 1000
 
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rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,712
This is a tragedy of circumstance for many reasons.

Suicidality for most people is a desperate drive for a personal solution. It's not usually a state overt concern for preserving sources for others, and only a limited number of people will remain in this community over a longer period of time in any case.

Now that the site has been given global exposure via dramatic mass media 'promotion', the added attention will mean a greater influx of short-term members, as well as increasing scrutiny by authorities under pressure to thwart all preventable methods (yes, except firearms). It's hard to see this as a positive development at any level; the only winner seems to be the clickbait factor for the media.

If anything, the whole situation is a vicious circle that is set up to worsen over time. Perhaps the website will eventually disperse into a number of smaller communities which are harder to target.
As always you make some very good points.

I have seen quite a few members recently who have come and gone before they had a chance to be aware of current issues on the site even if they had wanted to.

I think smaller communities would be a great idea. I'm wondering how this could be achieved.
 
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FacePALM

Problem not person
Sep 10, 2022
328
Sn suicides are on the rise everywhere. It's kind of logical it's going to become more difficult to obtain. Same with other methods. It sucks but it's what happens in prevention.
I don't know how much us naming initials is responsible for this.

Isn't this exactly what happened with N?
 
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timetodie24

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Apr 14, 2023
1,052
Sn suicides are on the rise everywhere. It's kind of logical it's going to become more difficult to obtain. Same with other methods. It sucks but it's what happens in prevention.
I don't know how much us naming initials is responsible for this.

Isn't this exactly what happened with N?
Yeah SN has been featured heavily in the media. The more suicides by it, the more they get reported in the media. Amazon got into legal trouble I believe after bereaved families complained their children had bought it off amazon. I don't really think there's much we can do about it frustratingly. Naming sources probably doesn't help . But i feel like no matter what we do it's only going to get more difficult to source the more widely known it becomes.

Just wish i found this site earlier when SN was readily available as finding it difficult to find reliable source atm.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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If "code names" for sources are to start being used, where exactly will these code names be published on the site, so that people have access to them in order to know what they mean? I think it's just the "nature of the beast" we find ourselves in. I don't have the answers to this problem. Maybe there really isn't even an answer. It may be that SN would have been targeted regardless of what is said on this forum once it became apparent that people were using it to CTB. I don't know how users can be "screened" for legitimacy on an anonymous website.

My life experience tells me that something else will come around to take it's place. I have no idea what that will be, but someone, somewhere, will do some research on more readily available substances and find something that will work, too. Hell, it may even be better than SN. Who really knows?
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
627
luckily i have sources from poland so this does not affect me lol, but i sympthasize with anyone here who wanted to CTB via SN and cant now because of this
just another classic pro lifer moment
If "code names" for sources are to start being used, where exactly will these code names be published on the site, so that people have access to them in order to know what they mean? I think it's just the "nature of the beast" we find ourselves in. I don't have the answers to this problem. Maybe there really isn't even an answer. It may be that SN would have been targeted regardless of what is said on this forum once it became apparent that people were using it to CTB. I don't know how users can be "screened" for legitimacy on an anonymous website.

My life experience tells me that something else will come around to take it's place. I have no idea what that will be, but someone, somewhere, will do some research on more readily available substances and find something that will work, too. Hell, it may even be better than SN. Who really knows?
GHB (or GBL or BDO, essentially the same thing) combined with strong RC benzos such as flubromazolam or other sedatives may be the "new SN" soon. People around here have been saying that its appearently almost exactly like N, completely peaceful. However there is little research on this yet, few people here have CTBed this way and we have little reports or accounts of the experience. The drugs required are relatively easy to source though and you only need two
I have been considering this option, but SN is just the ol' trusty and reliable so ill likely go with SN anyway, whereas GHB + benzos just isnt all that well known yet we dont know much
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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The reality is that as long as there is places to buy suicide methods they will always end up being taken down and nobody on here can do anything about it. It's the unfortunate reality of existing in a prison like anti suicide society where people want to force suicidal people to suffer endlessly, it's such an evil world where despite all of the endless torment suicide is still not viewed as a valid option. People should be able to just exit existence in peace, it's inhumane to deny that.
 
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bunn1bel

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Feb 4, 2023
36
The reality is that as long as there is places to buy suicide methods they will always end up being taken down and nobody on here can do anything about it. It's the unfortunate reality of existing in a prison like anti suicide society where people want to force suicidal people to suffer endlessly, it's such an evil world where despite all of the endless torment suicide is still not viewed as a valid option. People should be able to just exit existence in peace, it's inhumane to deny that.
The pro lifers don't care about how constantly attacking our resources for a peaceful passing will just cause us to resort to riskier and more violent methods 🫠

They would like to just pretend that people are simply not going to kill themselves in the absence of a painless death
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
532
There is no discussion directly naming the source on the forum board because it is a volition. The thing about this is those with the source just never know with others without it. It comes with the territory; trust. Due to this I've had to switch methods, since I have no idea how much I would have to do around the forum to be trusted enough to be PM'd the source.
This is not necessarily true. I easily found EVERY SINGLE source just based on its initials. CCS, IC, DC.

ALL of them.
I know we have to be careful but l feel bad when there are so many asking for sources. I don't want to sound rude but l don't get it how they just can't search for suppliers. They are easy enough to find just takes a bit of time 🙄
Exactly, plus, the more people DOING research, the more resources we have. We shouldn't just be a community, but a community willing to do what we need to to protect one another. I feel bad not giving sources either, but in the same breathe, I think I'd feel worse knowing that giving out sources to anyone results in that source becoming unavailable to so many.

Not firearms of course. That is sacred.
So true, I have a friend, who's LEGALLY BLIND, who owns a gun. I was like 😳 when he got it. 😂
This is a tragedy of circumstance for many reasons.

Suicidality for most people is a desperate drive for a personal solution. It's not usually a state overt concern for preserving sources for others, and only a limited number of people will remain in this community over a longer period of time in any case.

Now that the site has been given global exposure via dramatic mass media 'promotion', the added attention will mean a greater influx of short-term members, as well as increasing scrutiny by authorities under pressure to thwart all preventable methods (yes, except firearms). It's hard to see this as a positive development at any level; the only winner seems to be the clickbait factor for the media.

If anything, the whole situation is a vicious circle that is set up to worsen over time. Perhaps the website will eventually disperse into a number of smaller communities which are harder to target.
I completely agree, though I do believe that we should steer away from initials, because that will make things easier for people to know exactly what sites we're getting sources from. Yes, these sites will be googleable, however, the government the government's won't know EXACTLY which we're getting our SN from, especially if we're more careful in PMs.

As always you make some very good points.

I have seen quite a few members recently who have come and gone before they had a chance to be aware of current issues on the site even if they had wanted to.

I think smaller communities would be a great idea. I'm wondering how this could be achieved.
I agree

Sn suicides are on the rise everywhere. It's kind of logical it's going to become more difficult to obtain. Same with other methods. It sucks but it's what happens in prevention.
I don't know how much us naming initials is responsible for this.

Isn't this exactly what happened with N?
I wasn't around for the N thing, however SN is a food grade product so if we were careful about leading people to exactly where we get our SN, the sites wouldn't come down as easily. Banning SN would be like bann8ng belts and shoe laces, so I think we just need to be more careful. Plus, if we weren't funneling e drying to just a couple sites, it wouldn't look as suspicious.
If "code names" for sources are to start being used, where exactly will these code names be published on the site, so that people have access to them in order to know what they mean? I think it's just the "nature of the beast" we find ourselves in. I don't have the answers to this problem. Maybe there really isn't even an answer. It may be that SN would have been targeted regardless of what is said on this forum once it became apparent that people were using it to CTB. I don't know how users can be "screened" for legitimacy on an anonymous website.

My life experience tells me that something else will come around to take it's place. I have no idea what that will be, but someone, somewhere, will do some research on more readily available substances and find something that will work, too. Hell, it may even be better than SN. Who really knows?
Code Names wouldn't be published anywhere, it'd be like drugs in a way. The culture and people would dictate the names and it would be confusing at first, but culture always finds a footing in these ways.

We should start figuring out that something else BEFORE SN is completely gone.

luckily i have sources from poland so this does not affect me lol, but i sympthasize with anyone here who wanted to CTB via SN and cant now because of this
just another classic pro lifer moment

GHB (or GBL or BDO, essentially the same thing) combined with strong RC benzos such as flubromazolam or other sedatives may be the "new SN" soon. People around here have been saying that its appearently almost exactly like N, completely peaceful. However there is little research on this yet, few people here have CTBed this way and we have little reports or accounts of the experience. The drugs required are relatively easy to source though and you only need two
I have been considering this option, but SN is just the ol' trusty and reliable so ill likely go with SN anyway, whereas GHB + benzos just isnt all that well known yet we dont know much
I'd love to see more research on this.


The reality is that as long as there is places to buy suicide methods they will always end up being taken down and nobody on here can do anything about it. It's the unfortunate reality of existing in a prison like anti suicide society where people want to force suicidal people to suffer endlessly, it's such an evil world where despite all of the endless torment suicide is still not viewed as a valid option. People should be able to just exit existence in peace, it's inhumane to deny that.
I don't necessarily agree because if I really wanted, I could go buy a nice sturdy belt at Target or Walmart.
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
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Next steps would be banning tall buildings, fast trains, strong ropes and kitchen knives.
God forbid having to use a short building, slow train, or a weak rope...

But on a serious note, this is all just a horribly messed up situation...
 
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hellispink

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May 26, 2022
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It is impossible to avoid this. Living in constant paranoia is worthless. Pro lifer will always be lurking and where one less expects. It is how society works.
 
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dimstar

Poor little woodpecker
Mar 17, 2023
320
Not that there aren't still places out there to get good purity sn but it's getting harder and harder for many. Certainly not as trustworthy or tested. Reassurance is what's really being taken away and that's a scary thing.
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
Nevermind… my serious bad. FF is bogus guys… PC brand SN has been known to be nitrate… I'd stay away. Sorry 🤦🏻‍♂️

CCS and FF are both dead ends
Thank you for the heads up.
 
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