Guys I am going to kill myself.

[SadCryingBunny]

I am lying in bed with my exit bag with tubing taped to top of bag. My hands are restrained under one of my thighs. Will this setup work? When I go unconscious could I fall overand fail? I will be leaning against the wall in the corner of my bed wrapped in warm blankets. I am overdosing on Zolpidem, when I begin to fall asleep I will turn on the valve and slip the exit bag resting on my nose down to my neck. Anything else?
Thinking of the autopsy is what fucking puts me off. FUCK. I can't get over this fear.

 

[ctb_warrior]

I am lying in bed with my exit bag with tubing taped to top of bag. My hands are restrained under one of my thighs. Will this setup work? When I go unconscious could I fall overand fail? I will be leaning against the wall in the corner of my bed wrapped in warm blankets. I am overdosing on Zolpidem, when I begin to fall asleep I will turn on the valve and slip the exit bag resting on my nose down to my neck. Anything else?
Thinking of the autopsy is what fucking puts me off. FUCK. I can't get over this fear.

Wish you all the love luck and peace that you seek.

 

[findingpeace08]

Are you ctbing on a spider man blanket 🕷🕸? Good luck and hope you find something good wherever u are going

 

[SadCryingBunny]

I am asking will this work

 

[ctb_warrior]

I am asking will this work

Can't say for sure. What i can definitely say is Make sure your setup is not leaking it from anywhere. And make sure you have sufficient gas for the purpose.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Hyperventilation & one last exhale first.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

Can't say for sure. What i can definitely say is Make sure your setup is not leaking it from anywhere. And make sure you have sufficient gas for the purpose.

I don't want to survive brain damaged. My hands will be restrained under my thigh. I need this to work 100%. I have a 10L nitrogen tank. I need to go today

 

[ctb_warrior]

I don't want to survive brain damaged. My hands will be restrained under my thigh. I need this to work 100%. I have a 10L nitrogen tank. I need to go today

Exactly.. any miss can be dangerous.. unfortunately i don't have enough knowledge about this method. All I could read in the PPeH was, it said, it needs couple of cylinders are required and should be leak free. If these two conditions are met, it says one will get unconscious within 5 minutes or so, and peace within another 20-30 minutes or so. That's what i remember. I read that 2 years ago. So, i may be a little inaccurate

I don't want to survive brain damaged. My hands will be restrained under my thigh. I need this to work 100%. I have a 10L nitrogen tank. I need to go today

I'll suggest to browse through this forum, you may be able to get some clues on this.
Also there's a site notrack.ai it's an uncensored ai site, checking on that may be helpful although ai can be very unreliable.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

& should be propped up with pillows & reclining as opposed to lying down, pph says do not attempt this lying down.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

Hyperventilation & one last exhale first.

& should be propped up with pillows & reclining as opposed to lying down, pph says do not attempt this lying down.

I will be lying down against the bed back leaning on my left to the wall. My bed is jammed against the wall next to my window. This needs to work otherwise i am fucked. If I decide to go through with it, I will make my goodbye post and if don't respond to that, I am likely dead.

 

[findingpeace08]

@SadCryingBunny I think it's better for you chase the methods that has little chance of you getting damaged instead of death, like SN.

And you seem insecure about the technic, and you are desesperate and anxious to die, i don't think this is a good idea

 

[ctb_warrior]

There's a user intoxicated. I have seen couple of his posts about gases. If he's online, connect with him or may be check one of his posts for more info on the quantity of gas needed.. if you are not sure, then don't attempt it.
Desperation has always led me to failure

 

[SadCryingBunny]

@SadCryingBunny I think it's better for you chase the methods that has little chance of you getting damaged instead of death, like SN.

And you seem insecure about the technic, and you are desesperate and anxious to die, i don't think this is a good idea

Attaining SN is very difficult here in Australia. Secondly I saw videos of people dying with it and it's horrifying.

There's a user intoxicated. I have seen couple of his posts about gases. If he's online, connect with him or may be check one of his posts for more info on the quantity of gas needed.. if you are not sure, then don't attempt it.
Desperation has always led me to failure

How can I fail if I have 10L of gas flowing at 30L with a fairly tight around the neck exit bag and restrained. Like I just want to go when things become too intense for me. I am having arguments with my family atm and just want to kill myself in my room. I am tired of this life. I have no money to move out, no hope. I want to die. When they find my dead body they can realise how such horrible parents they are.

 

[findingpeace08]

Attaining SN is very difficult here in Australia. Secondly I saw videos of people dying with it and it's horrifying.

How can I fail if I have 10L of gas flowing at 30L with a fairly tight around the neck exit bag and restrained. Like I just want to go when things become too intense for me. I am having arguments with my family atm and just want to kill myself in my room. I am tired of this life. I have no money to move out, no hope. I want to die. When they find my dead body they can realise how such horrible parents they are.

From what I know, SN is one of the most painless method. And i feel you, I have some problems with my parents, and it's really complicated.

Things are intense for you now, and really this isn't the best moment to ctb, you should ctb when you are calm, knowing what are you doing, and sure it won't fail.

I think you don't want to have some brain damage and being like dependent of your parents and being forced to live life. Euthanasia isn't easy.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Attaining SN is very difficult here in Australia. Secondly I saw videos of people dying with it and it's horrifying.

How can I fail if I have 10L of gas flowing at 30L with a fairly tight around the neck exit bag and restrained. Like I just want to go when things become too intense for me. I am having arguments with my family atm and just want to kill myself in my room. I am tired of this life. I have no money to move out, no hope. I want to die. When they find my dead body they can realise how such horrible parents they are.

I can feel your pain and as far as my estimate is concerned 10L sounds sufficient to me. What I'm not sure is the rate at which this gas flow is needed.
I wish you attain peace in whatever you choose until you are here, we are here to listen to you and support you in best way possible

From what I know, SN is one of the most painless method. And i feel you, I have some problems with my parents, and it's really complicated.

SN is rated 6 out of 10. So it's not really painless.. But ultimately, it depends on one's own tolerance, how much discomfort can one tolerate.

 

[findingpeace08]

I can feel your pain and as far as my estimate is concerned 10L sounds sufficient to me. What I'm not sure is the rate at which this gas flow is needed.
I wish you attain peace in whatever you choose until you are here, we are here to listen to you and support you in best way possible

SN is rated 6 out of 10. So it's not really painless.. But ultimately, it depends on one's own tolerance, how much discomfort can one tolerate.

Oh thanks for the info, what are the most painless and effective methods? I really thought SN was the best

 

[ctb_warrior]

Oh thanks for the info, what are the most painless and effective methods? I really thought SN was the best

If we talk about painless:
N
Morphine
Inert gas asphyxiation
There's a protocol in PPeH, which is a combination of prescription medicines that can be used to achieve peace painlessly

These are best but difficult to get.

Now the next ones are based on my personal opinion. I may be wrong.
1. Carbon monoxide poisoning - i have heard in India ppl have passed away accidentally during night due to co gas from gas heater.
2. Partial - based on what i have read.
3. Swb using gas asphyxiation

SN has been reliably used by a lot of members on this site. On the other hand, there have been SN survivors too. It's not 100% comfortable. And needs SN to be pure. And it shouldn't be expired

 

[findingpeace08]

If we talk about painless:
N
Morphine
Inert gas asphyxiation
There's a protocol in PPeH, which is a combination of prescription medicines that can be used to achieve peace painlessly

These are best but difficult to get.

Now the next ones are based on my personal opinion. I may be wrong.
1. Carbon monoxide poisoning - i have heard in India ppl have passed away accidentally during night due to co gas from gas heater.
2. Partial - based on what i have read.
3. Swb using gas asphyxiation

SN has been reliably used by a lot of members on this site. On the other hand, there have been SN survivors too. It's not 100% comfortable. And needs SN to be pure. And it shouldn't be expired

Thank you sooo muchhh. I will start my research prob tomorrow, I have a big window right out side my bed, but wouldn't have the courage to jump even if i was being burned

 

[ctb_warrior]

Thank you sooo muchhh. I will start my research prob tomorrow, I have a big window right out side my bed, but wouldn't have the courage to jump even if i was being burned

Jumping and OD are non methods. Also, self harm is non method too.

Thank you sooo muchhh. I will start my research prob tomorrow, I have a big window right out side my bed, but wouldn't have the courage to jump even if i was being burned

Do update me with your research

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I will be lying down against the bed back leaning on my left to the wall. My bed is jammed against the wall next to my window. This needs to work otherwise i am fucked. If I decide to go through with it, I will make my goodbye post and if don't respond to that, I am likely dead.

Oh thanks for the info, what are the most painless and effective methods? I really thought SN was the best

Well, that's the thing about things we don't know… we don't know what we don't know… right?

SN gets a 7 for peacefulness from the pph, and only a 6 for reliability. The method you're telling him not to use in favor of SN is nitrogen, which gets a 7 for peacefulness and an 8 for reliability.

 

[findingpeace08]

Jumping and OD are non methods. Also, self harm is non method too.

Do update me with your research

I've sent you a dm :)

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Thank you sooo muchhh. I will start my research prob tomorrow, I have a big window right out side my bed, but wouldn't have the courage to jump even if i was being burned

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[findingpeace08]

Well, that's the thing about things we don't know… we don't know what we don't know… right?

SN gets a 7 for peacefulness from the pph, and only a 6 for reliability. The method you're telling him not to use in favor of SN is nitrogen, which gets a 7 for peacefulness and an 8 for reliability.

But SN if you make an error it's less chance of being damaged than nitrogen, for what I know (again idk if you are criticizing, but when I talk about the SN I've never said im the suicide master, I can be wrong )

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

But SN if you make an error it's less chance of being damaged than nitrogen, for what I know (again idk if you are criticizing, but when I talk about the SN I've never said im the suicide master, I can be wrong )

I think you might be right.

How are you doing now, SCB?