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toxicjester

toxicjester

I’m just a baby seal 💜🦭
Dec 11, 2023
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My sibling left. They went to another state so that they can start their life and get the ball rolling in the shit they need to do. They cried and my mom cried but I didn't. Maybe I couldn't. When it comes to my family it's exponentially harder to cry around them. Maybe because I was bullied by them into submission.

My sibling says that it's okay, that they'll come around for the holidays n stuff. But I don't know if I want to be around long enough for that. I flip flop so much so maybe in a couple weeks I'll feel differently, but everything is so hard. They were one of my few supports but recently I had pulled away as to not stress them out and so that they wouldn't hate my gf.

This might've been the last time I see them in person

Goodbye Ne 💔
 
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