Venting Got the help everyone tells you get. im already back where i started.

[voyager_9999]

I voluntarily sent myself to a psych ward, i got medication and see proffesionals and everything. I felt fine for a while but its been a couple months and i've regressed to being extremely depressed to the point of it being debilitating, cant bother with anything, my medication now does nothing.

I once again am seriously contemplating doing it, either with hanging or pills, dont know which would be more likely to work.

even in the most extreme case of help, a mental hospital, i still feel terrible.

it is a lost cause and more effort than its worth.

 

[PanaxMan]

I voluntarily sent myself to a psych ward, i got medication and see proffesionals and everything. I felt fine for a while but its been a couple months and i've regressed to being extremely depressed to the point of it being debilitating, cant bother with anything, my medication now does nothing.

I once again am seriously contemplating doing it, either with hanging or pills, dont know which would be more likely to work.

even in the most extreme case of help, a mental hospital, i still feel terrible.

it is a lost cause and more effort than its worth.

Same here. Just decided to lie my way out of it. It was worth lying as I'm pure enough to start but I don't have even the building blocks to do so sadly