Got my SN!

[caninecomposer]

I ordered 100g from MDS (I don't know what his new site is) a little over 3 weeks ago to the US. Didn't choose expedited shipping because I wasn't sure if it would get through customs. It was eventually handled by USPS, and I got a knock on my door from the delivery guy who just needed me to sign for it. Now I'm getting both Metoclopramide (Perinorm) and Domperidone (Vomistop) as a backup, from the "ADC" online pharmacy that doesn't require prescriptions. I'm honestly scared to open the package because I don't want to mess anything up, so I won't perform the blood test method for purity until the day I plan to use it, after fasting.

 

[Done_With_It_All]

How big is the bottle? As big as your hand?

 

[UKscotty]

Good luck whatever you decide.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck in your plans, I imagine it must be a relief to have access to the SN.

 

[lnlybnny]

can you pm me the pharmacy link? please

 

[rozeske]

I wish you all the best

 

[Praestat_Mori]

It must be relieving to have SN. Good luck with whatever you decide to do.

 

[theboy]

when do you plan to do it?

 

[Dliena]

Great to see OP! And I wish you well with whatever you decide in the future.

 

[caninecomposer]

when do you plan to do it?

After a painful 9-month job search, a company suddenly showed interest in having me join them as a senior fullstack engineer. I have absolutely 0 survival instinct, and no will to live, and actively wish I wasn't alive. But I still need to decide if that sort of stability and wealth will make it worth sticking around just a little longer. However, most likely they'll just choose someone else who came from a wealthy non-abusive family, so I expect that next month is going to be my last month on the planet – assuming my AEs arrive with no issues.

 

[wishfulthinking1967]

I wish you all the best whatever and whenever you decide what to do.