Got my sn just now

[starfish476]

Plan on attempting to ctb tonight my method is different than what has been posted so no judgement pls if it doesn't work at least it'll be documented here. I've been using visine to basically sedate myself the last few days it doesn't make me nauseous hurt my stomach or anything just knocks me out. I plan on fasting I haven't ate since 12am and probably going to attempt around 9 pm tonight I'll use zofran as an antiemetic take my two bottles of visine in less than a shot glass amount of water wait 15-20 minutes until I'm feeling the drowsy affects and take one table spoon of sn in shot glass and have two other mixtures prepared next to bed just in case I wake up or throw up. I already stay in my room all day so the only person that will be home this weekend shouldn't think anything about it until it's too late. I'm 130 lb 20 F (for documentation) I feel bad for whoever's going to find me I'll be all blue and discolored hopefully the dispatcher won't try to get them to do cpr on my hopefully very dead body I'm sure that would be extremely traumatizing especially with the pictures I've seen of sn od's. I will update later tonight

 

[TimetoGo!]

Plan on attempting to ctb tonight my method is different than what has been posted so no judgement pls if it doesn't work at least it'll be documented here. I've been using visine to basically sedate myself the last few days it doesn't make me nauseous hurt my stomach or anything just knocks me out. I plan on fasting I haven't ate since 12am and probably going to attempt around 9 pm tonight I'll use zofran as an antiemetic take my two bottles of visine in less than a shot glass amount of water wait 15-20 minutes until I'm feeling the drowsy affects and take one table spoon of sn in shot glass and have two other mixtures prepared next to bed just in case I wake up or throw up. I already stay in my room all day so the only person that will be home this weekend shouldn't think anything about it until it's too late. I'm 130 lb 20 F (for documentation) I feel bad for whoever's going to find me I'll be all blue and discolored hopefully the dispatcher won't try to get them to do cpr on my hopefully very dead body I'm sure that would be extremely traumatizing especially with the pictures I've seen of sn od's. I will update later tonight

so sorry life has you in this situation.

20 is no age at all and life just should'nt do this to people

 

[bedhead_baby]

We're all going to look yucky when we die, unless you're found immediately. I also hope no one is traumatized, but it shouldn't be anything worse than someone naturally passing away in their sleep.

I'm very sorry you feel like this has to be done. I trust you know what the right decision is, and I hope you find peace in that decision.

We're here if you want to talk. I hate to see people dying alone, I wish I could give you a hug. Be certain it's what you want, and stay safe.

 

[ICan'tThink]

if you start to reconsider than dont make a desperate decision, but otherwise, good luck.

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

Best of luck in your method. Hopefully your bus is on time tonight.

I plan on posting a paper just inside my apartment telling whoever enters to call ems and not enter themselves.

 

[HerculePoirot]

Not sure one table spoon will be enough. Please check, you need to ingest about 25 grams for a successful attempt. Peace and good luck anyway. Btw what's your timezone?

 

[deomlez]

Have a nice trip.

 

[shantyizlit]

Best of luck in your method. Hopefully your bus is on time tonight.

I plan on posting a paper just inside my apartment telling whoever enters to call ems and not enter themselves.

that's smart I'm going to do something like this too, thanks for reminding me.

 

[nomennescio]

Im very sorry you're going through this and things have come to this point.

Im not sure about the visine, whether it will have a counterreaction or something, im guessing it wont. Not the best option for sedating maybe, but i get why you would wanna use it and like you said yourself youre choosing a different thing than whats recommended usually, so youre aware.

If you are determined that this is what you gotta do I wish you peace. If there is any hesitation, im here and others are too. You can always pm me if you need to talk.

Best of luck

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.

 

[starfish476]

Not sure one table spoon will be enough. Please check, you need to ingest about 25 grams for a successful attempt. Peace and good luck anyway. Btw what's your timezone?

Central

 

[Unwr!tten]

I hope you find peace on your journey.

 

[day]

May you rest well OP, have a safe trip.

 

[HerculePoirot]

I checked for you: one table spoon of sodium nitrite = roughly 14 grammes. So you'll need almost two table spoons.
This is about 0.9 ounce.

 

[love_peep]

wish you a good trip guy hope that its will painless. love you.
see ya on other side bro

 

[starfish476]

I wish I could pm on here I want someone to talk to while I go through this but I guess it kinda pushes me a little more so it's okay hopefully I'll be out of here within the next hour I changed my dose to two table spoons. You guys will hear from me asap if it doesn't work as I hope.

 

[Zeusman8506]

Man make sure you don't over do it read a-lot of post people taking more than recommended and throwing it all up.
Wishing you a smooth easy on your journey. I don't know if there is anything after death but wishing you the best
Oh and I will be watching if you need to talk

 

[HerculePoirot]

No, 2 table spoons = 0.9 ounce, that's the recommended dose.

 

[Gonnerr]

Good luck , i hope you escape peacefully.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I wish you all the best on your journey and that the peace you deserve may be yours.