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Intelligent_Panic99

Intelligent_Panic99

Student
Jan 4, 2022
114
I was thinking how my therapist once told me (she was frustrated I think) that I needed to choose between living and dying and I felt like that was a false choice because it's not like I had anyway of actually dying at that time. Now I really do get to choose.
 
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Somber

Somber

Arcanist
Jan 6, 2022
457
Does having it provide you with a calm that comes from knowing you can exit at any time?
 
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Ta555

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2021
1,317
God I wish that was me. I'd drink it tonight if I had it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,625
I think if I had N it would be a comforting feeling. Just having a peaceful way to exit would be a relief. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Intelligent_Panic99

Intelligent_Panic99

Student
Jan 4, 2022
114
Does having it provide you with a calm that comes from knowing you can exit at any time?
Yes. It really does. I only bought 1 bottle though so I hope it's enough.
 
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AtheistApe

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Feb 11, 2022
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Why do I have intense worries about ordering N and having it intercepted, and getting charged with a felony? I own my home and in U.S., the State can, and usually does, seize everything one owns, incl. vehicles, house, etc. Freaks me out the level of risk undertaken by h and vendor. Any experience with cover stories, as approved by D? I've never used Moneygram or Western Union. Do they casually interrogate you, asking the name of the person to whom you are (presumably) sending funds to help with health costs/funeral expenses? What if they ask for a name, address, country, specifics? Like an actor, one must prepare a backstory I assume that D would approve of. Just scared of being up shite creek ordering the one blessed thing that can assure peace. Input and experience anyone? Thank you.

Also, any reports recently of anyone visiting Cuzco, getting N there, and catching the Bluebird there in a hotel or rented villa? I'd hate to end up in a S. American prison as well (think Lori Berenson). Will someone please work to modify the DeBreather so that we can be assured of a peaceful death? Much less risk.
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,663
Why do I have intense worries about ordering N and having it intercepted, and getting charged with a felony? I own my home and in U.S., the State can, and usually does, seize everything one owns, incl. vehicles, house, etc. Freaks me out the level of risk undertaken by h and vendor. Any experience with cover stories, as approved by D? I've never used Moneygram or Western Union. Do they casually interrogate you, asking the name of the person to whom you are (presumably) sending funds to help with health costs/funeral expenses? What if they ask for a name, address, country, specifics? Like an actor, one must prepare a backstory I assume that D would approve of. Just scared of being up shite creek ordering the one blessed thing that can assure peace. Input and experience anyone? Thank you.

Also, any reports recently of anyone visiting Cuzco, getting N there, and catching the Bluebird there in a hotel or rented villa? I'd hate to end up in a S. American prison as well (think Lori Berenson). Will someone please work to modify the DeBreather so that we can be assured of a peaceful death? Much less risk.
None of that will happen. Worst case scenario is customs will take your N and send you a generic letter asking if you want to claim it (don't claim it).
 
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Ta555

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Aug 31, 2021
1,317
Why do I have intense worries about ordering N and having it intercepted, and getting charged with a felony? I own my home and in U.S., the State can, and usually does, seize everything one owns, incl. vehicles, house, etc. Freaks me out the level of risk undertaken by h and vendor. Any experience with cover stories, as approved by D? I've never used Moneygram or Western Union. Do they casually interrogate you, asking the name of the person to whom you are (presumably) sending funds to help with health costs/funeral expenses? What if they ask for a name, address, country, specifics? Like an actor, one must prepare a backstory I assume that D would approve of. Just scared of being up shite creek ordering the one blessed thing that can assure peace. Input and experience anyone? Thank you.

Also, any reports recently of anyone visiting Cuzco, getting N there, and catching the Bluebird there in a hotel or rented villa? I'd hate to end up in a S. American prison as well (think Lori Berenson). Will someone please work to modify the DeBreather so that we can be assured of a peaceful death? Much less risk.
I understand your worries because I had the exact same. But trust me, your worries are unfounded and over the top. The worst anything that ever happened was customs took it and it never arrived or a nominal fine.
 
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_Seeking

_Seeking

I'm only here for this moment
Dec 16, 2021
205
Mine came today too, it is like a huge weight has been lifted off of me.
 
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occamsrazor

occamsrazor

we’re born astride the grave
Jan 31, 2022
45
Why do I have intense worries about ordering N and having it intercepted, and getting charged with a felony? I own my home and in U.S., the State can, and usually does, seize everything one owns, incl. vehicles, house, etc. Freaks me out the level of risk undertaken by h and vendor. Any experience with cover stories, as approved by D? I've never used Moneygram or Western Union. Do they casually interrogate you, asking the name of the person to whom you are (presumably) sending funds to help with health costs/funeral expenses? What if they ask for a name, address, country, specifics? Like an actor, one must prepare a backstory I assume that D would approve of. Just scared of being up shite creek ordering the one blessed thing that can assure peace. Input and experience anyone? Thank you.

Also, any reports recently of anyone visiting Cuzco, getting N there, and catching the Bluebird there in a hotel or rented villa? I'd hate to end up in a S. American prison as well (think Lori Berenson). Will someone please work to modify the DeBreather so that we can be assured of a peaceful death? Much less risk.
Like white rabbit said worst case it would be seized and a letter would be sent to you. It's happened to me before not with N but something else. But if something worse did happen to me my plan was to say I purchased it for chemistry testing not for human or animal testing. Start a notebook add dates indicating your "studies" and "testing" there is a law in the us that anyone has the freedom to science
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Why do I have intense worries about ordering N and having it intercepted, and getting charged with a felony? I own my home and in U.S., the State can, and usually does, seize everything one owns, incl. vehicles, house, etc. Freaks me out the level of risk undertaken by h and vendor. Any experience with cover stories, as approved by D? I've never used Moneygram or Western Union. Do they casually interrogate you, asking the name of the person to whom you are (presumably) sending funds to help with health costs/funeral expenses? What if they ask for a name, address, country, specifics? Like an actor, one must prepare a backstory I assume that D would approve of. Just scared of being up shite creek ordering the one blessed thing that can assure peace. Input and experience anyone? Thank you.

Also, any reports recently of anyone visiting Cuzco, getting N there, and catching the Bluebird there in a hotel or rented villa? I'd hate to end up in a S. American prison as well (think Lori Berenson). Will someone please work to modify the DeBreather so that we can be assured of a peaceful death? Much less risk.

D is an international retail level drug dealer

He doesn't care about your backstory

Best to use bitcoin
 
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