
jenny6391bubbles
a hikikomori waiting to catch the bus
- Mar 1, 2021
- 96
My mom yelled at me for having like four items on the floor and she called my room messy and i snapped at her because i was really tired, so she threw my things and the items in the trash all over the room and I cut myself while trying to stab myself because i desperately needed a way out of the situation so i also ended up cutting myself while that happened because my mom was grabbing the scissors away from me but I wouldn't let go.
I really just want to die peacefully. This incident already proves that I am a burden to my family and that I should just disappear. I tried buying SN online but they cancelled my order so I'm stuck with either hanging myself or stabbing myself and bleeding to death. Both methods are not good but I don't have any choice. Which method is better for me? Thanks.
I really just want to die peacefully. This incident already proves that I am a burden to my family and that I should just disappear. I tried buying SN online but they cancelled my order so I'm stuck with either hanging myself or stabbing myself and bleeding to death. Both methods are not good but I don't have any choice. Which method is better for me? Thanks.