Venting Gore

[50/50]

Does anyone elser here watch A LOT of gore?

It reliefs something for me , i cant exactly say what tho…

Mybe if i see other people suffering extremly, i ferl better about MY life? So maybe the comparison aspect idk…

Maybe just adrenaline/ entertainment?
I like to warch suicide compilations the most tho, so maybe that should be considered

 

[darksoul999]

I watch gore.

For me personally it desensitizes me to the act of suicide

I watch mainly suicide videos as well.

Also makes me feel not alone seeing many people actually follow through on it.

It does give a weird kind of rush NGL LOL

 

[3rdworldsadness]

No I don't watch gores I used to in 2023 but not now as these vids makes me realize how horrible the world is, how everything is so uncertain I feel extremely bad for those for enduring extreme physical pain and I can't do nothing it's what the world is, violence intentionally or unintentionally happens everyday it makes me more sick to see and I feel very upset. So I just don't watch real gores.

 

[ctb_warrior]

It's not my cup of tea to watch it. I can't even look at any "graphic" content

 

[monkeyfff]

I vicariously live through that sort of content.

When I feel really bad, I have my copes and this is one of them. I start seeing these images and videos as a way to just imagine me being that unfortunate person and, yes, even suffer like them and experience this excruciating pain and fear in their last moments.

I feel a little bit of satisfaction or pleasure because of projecting myself to those unfortunate people because of self-hatred almost like euphoria and then I come back to reality and realize I am still here and I start to envy those people.

I feel bad for these intense feelings, I hope I am not a bad person because of it but it is definitely a way to regulate myself when I really want to CTB without a proper method.

So yes, I too watch a lot of gore, but for immersion and relief.

 

[Rose_00]

I do. Personally, I like the fact that it shows the truly fucked up-ness of human. No lying; no pretending the world is all sunshine and rainbows. Humans are a plague to the Earth and its living things. I like that it's the truth. Of course tho, I don't like that things suffer, but I'd rather know the truth than be blinded. Plus, I live myself through them. I imagine me in their place, I deserve it, if not more than they do.

I vicariously live through that sort of content.

When I feel really bad, I have my copes and this is one of them. I start seeing these images and videos as a way to just imagine me being that unfortunate person and, yes, even suffer like them and experience this excruciating pain and fear in their last moments.

I feel a little bit of satisfaction or pleasure because of projecting myself to those unfortunate people because of self-hatred almost like euphoria and then I come back to reality and realize I am still here and I start to envy those people.

I feel bad for these intense feelings, I hope I am not a bad person because of it but it is definitely a way to regulate myself when I really want to CTB without a proper method.

So yes, I too watch a lot of gore, but for immersion and relief.

Literally almost had the exact same thing typed out. Esp the projecting myself and envying them. So many people & animals suffer and die and they don't deserve it. I do tho. I deserve to suffer just as much. That's why self-immolation is back on my list

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

I don't watch gore because it will make my SI worse watching people going through the dying process. I don't even like seeing it on TV as it looks so real now with today's technology. However, I did actively seek out the Perez Hilton video out of curiosity. It didnt bother me at all to see all the blood and cutting, but he didn't die. Maybe that is the difference for me.

 

[xXiloveyouXx]

I like guro

 

[suicidalyuri]

I like watching people jumping off buildings, but not anything too gross, except it's drawn. There's so many sh and suicide content on r34 ^_^

 

[Dinistro]

@suicidalyuri
Same! Honestly seems like the Best way to go nowadays, no stomach pain, no losing consciousness, just a simple step and straight road to Bliss~ :3

 

[suicidalyuri]

@suicidalyuri
Same! Honestly seems like the Best way to go nowadays, no stomach pain, no losing consciousness, just a simple step and straight road to Bliss~ :3

hi Sayori :D

and yea, jumping is really the best option as it's simple (not to pull off but it doesn't need anything special), yet effective, and isn't being controlled as much as other methods like guns and SN (I can't buy it in my country or I didn't look enough)

 

[Dinistro]

hi Sayori :D

and yea, jumping is really the best option as it's simple (not to pull off but it doesn't need anything special), yet effective, and isn't being controlled as much as other methods like guns and SN (I can't buy it in my country or I didn't look enough)

Hiya Yuri :3
Yeah funny enough we are also neighbours! Being polish and suicidal aint exactly easy, we also can't buy SN here...
Few days ago a guy from my town jumped from a balcony. 5 seconds and all his pain gone...
Sure looks better than hanging, cause it felt like my head about to P O P

 

[graveflower]

no, not really