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marinekiwi

marinekiwi

Student
Oct 28, 2021
148
Hope he finally achieved the peace he deserved. Wish the pain only lasted a few minutes at most.

Pain has been reported several times with SN, perhaps it's normal. That's why i think painkillers / benzos are a must.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,813
I hope they found an end to their pain. It is hard living an empty existence, when everything is hopeless.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
I hope they've found peace.

A few minutes of pain, without the full preparation (drugs-wise) of the guide. That personally sounds tolerable to me, as someone who regularly experiences physical pain symptoms anyway.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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Pain has been reported several times with SN, perhaps it's normal. That's why i think painkillers / benzos are a must.
Mindfulness meditation has also been shown to cut pain sensitivity in half after a couple of weeks of practice, iirc.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
I hope his is able to find peace. This is also a remindeer than pain medication and an anti-emetic are an important part of the process for making this peaceful- there are otc anti-emetics that can help some.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
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I hope they found an end to their pain.
 
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wanttogetonthebus

wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
407
Im i a lot of pain. This is not peacefil
This is painful to read. I feel so bad for OP 😭It's simply not fair that we're all born to die and that some of us have to suffer so much excruciatingly in the meantime regardless of our deeds. Having been born, existing right here and now is such a sick joke. I pray with all my might OP is happy or at peace. I'm sorry life failed you OP. I'm sorry you were made to suffer. I wish all of this suffering didn't exist. I wish there was more that I could do. I wish I was more than just a human.
 
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forgotten15

forgotten15

Specialist
Aug 24, 2021
332
I hope you find peace. I am sorry you had to go through all this.
 
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