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RitaM
Mountaineer
- Aug 26, 2018
- 146
Tomorrow, after dark, I hope to be gone by CO poisoning. I've sort of enjoyed my last day here, in a warped way. It's my birthday next week and I was having a party, so telling people I'll see them next Saturday has been... strange.
I desperately want blackness and silence, and my plan is just peace. Peace from all of this. I've made peace with myself and my decision to die is a great comfort.
Thank you for being a space I could share this with, without judgement, without intervention. I wish you all peace, whatever form that may take x
I desperately want blackness and silence, and my plan is just peace. Peace from all of this. I've made peace with myself and my decision to die is a great comfort.
Thank you for being a space I could share this with, without judgement, without intervention. I wish you all peace, whatever form that may take x