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shadow999

shadow999

Student
Sep 6, 2024
126
How are you feeling today?
Not great. I tried to CTB a few times and the survival instinct was just to strong I couldn't physically get myself to do it. It hurt quite a bit. Theres a suffication by c02 method with baking soda and citric acid I wanna try and I guess I could try SN but other than that I'm just stuck eh. Just feel like my life isn't worth living anymore and I want the suffering to end.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,502
Not great. I tried to CTB a few times and the survival instinct was just to strong I couldn't physically get myself to do it. It hurt quite a bit. Theres a suffication by c02 method with baking soda and citric acid I wanna try and I guess I could try SN but other than that I'm just stuck eh. Just feel like my life isn't worth living anymore and I want the suffering to end.
We are here for you. I've read through this post and it sounds like you're in a lot of pain. I do think planning things a bit more can bring comfort, the option is always there, but it's worth planning so to avoid problems arising. I agree with Dot and LockedNLoaded.

If you need help finding relevant threads for your preferred method, shoot me a convo (not chat) <3 Much love
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
435
goodluck, hope you will find peace :heart:
 

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