Goodbye

[shadow999]

How are you feeling today?

Not great. I tried to CTB a few times and the survival instinct was just to strong I couldn't physically get myself to do it. It hurt quite a bit. Theres a suffication by c02 method with baking soda and citric acid I wanna try and I guess I could try SN but other than that I'm just stuck eh. Just feel like my life isn't worth living anymore and I want the suffering to end.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Not great. I tried to CTB a few times and the survival instinct was just to strong I couldn't physically get myself to do it. It hurt quite a bit. Theres a suffication by c02 method with baking soda and citric acid I wanna try and I guess I could try SN but other than that I'm just stuck eh. Just feel like my life isn't worth living anymore and I want the suffering to end.

We are here for you. I've read through this post and it sounds like you're in a lot of pain. I do think planning things a bit more can bring comfort, the option is always there, but it's worth planning so to avoid problems arising. I agree with Dot and LockedNLoaded.

If you need help finding relevant threads for your preferred method, shoot me a convo (not chat) <3 Much love

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

goodluck, hope you will find peace