Goodbye 🩶

[hi-okbye]

Thank you. That's a kind gesture from you both. Candles are so comforting and reassuring.

I don't mind saying that it's Greenwich Mean Time. I'll be 'doing my last dance' before Midday. I've always loved the darkness more, but this act only seems appropriate for myself in the morning.

And thank you to everyone else who's left loving comments thus far. I will monitor and reply until the hour is upon me, which won't be for another 16 hours or so yet.

And just to give some small reasurance to the admin team. Before I go, I'll definitely be deleting my search history and login details, so that this site (our safe space) isn't further tarnished with any dirty brushes. After all, they're on a witch hunt here..

thank you for keeping our safe haven well... safe lol

i agree totally with loving the darkness. it's just so peaceful and calm. I hope you enjoy this time on your last few days. unfortunatly when your doing your dance, i'll be fast asleep because of our time differences, but if you want u can p m me if you want anyone to talk to until then. i'll be around until like 1am (GMT)

is there anything special you want to do today/tmrw?

Where can I find information for hanging? I can't search for anything on this site, I don't know why. I can't get any drugs or a gun, I am considering using hanging but I'm not sure which method of hanging to use.

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[wiinterfrost]

i wish you a safe passing

 

[Amyend88]

Thank you for the kind offer, but I don't feel like conversing much from this point on.

I'll be watching my favourite film, listening to my favourite music, and then getting prepared for the big day tomorrow.

 

[Some place nice]

Goodbye friend, hope you find peace.

 

[OreosAndDeath]

I wish you the best of luck in your passing. May it be peaceful and happy for you.

 

[deadbody]

Goodbye, may you find peace.

 

[tiger b]

I feel sadness but happy you're doing what you have chosen.

Best wishes

 

[Lookoutbelow]

Farewell. My heart aches, but my soul understands.

 

[ManByTheRiver]

I'll send you all my strength to where ever you go. Have a good one

 

[Old Friend]

Best wishes to you. I'll raise a glass.

 

[Amyend88]

Best wishes to you. I'll raise a glass.

Thank you.

And thank you all again for your lovely warming messages of kindness, it means much to me in these final hours. And all the hugs and hearts of course! May you all be blessed.

 

[chasm]

Very best wishes to you, may you find peace.

 

[Amyend88]

Morning everyone..

This feels very real now and time is really ticking fast for me.. I just hope it goes this quick for me when it comes time for the act itself.. I won't be changing my mind and I will be leaving this world in less six hours.

Once I've finalised my setup, finished a few mundane tasks, and secured the building, I'll be enjoying some well deserved wine, watching one last programme, and listening to my final playlist.

I'm not sure if I'll post again, but I'll be online for a few more hours yet. So thank you all for the final time for your love and support. I feel like I'm not alone and it has brought me much comfort.

Soon my sorrow and emptiness will be at an end, and I'll be forever free!

 

[CloudyNightSky]

Wishing you the best of luck. You really deserve to be free and at peace I'll be thinking of you <3

 

[ForgottenAgain]

Wish you all the best. Very sad to see you go but my heart understands. I hope you feel comfortable and cozy and that your passing is as peaceful and quick as it can be.
We will all be here for you if anything happens. Safe travels ❤

 

[SVEN]

Have a glass for me, be tranquil, go knowing you are in our hearts and we wish you peace.

 

[Amyend88]

Wish you all the best. Very sad to see you go but my heart understands. I hope you feel comfortable and cozy and that your passing is as peaceful and quick as it can be.
We will all be here for you if anything happens. Safe travels ❤

Thank you. I'm as comfortable and cozy as I can be.

Wishing you the best of luck. You really deserve to be free and at peace I'll be thinking of you <3

Thank you. I hope I do deserve it so. I'm excited and quite calm. Perhaps that's a sign that this is for the best and I will discover my dreams.

Have a glass for me, be tranquil, go knowing you are in our hearts and we wish you peace.

Thank you, will do so. I'm halfway through my wine now.


I'll be going in just over two hours from now. I will be offline in just over an hour from now. Thank you all, you've been so kind.

And Sky and talk talk have today blocked us. Thank God I'm on BT. It seems that everything is happening for a reason, and it's all happening so fast. God bless you all.

 

[Amyend88]

Goodbye & God bless you all.

Life is very beautiful, but I belong to a bygone age and it's time to return to it; thus I willingly leave the world.

 

[CloudyNightSky]

Good journey you'll find your peace and I'm sure also freedom. Goodbye lots of hugs <3

 

[SVEN]

Vaya con Dios, Amy, amiga.

 

[hi-okbye]

goodbye, i hope you found the peace you have long searched for

 

[Rhizomorph1]

I hope OP found their peace. Rest easily my friend

 

[steppenwolf]

I hope OP found their peace. Rest easily my friend

Assuming she went through with it properly, she probably passed out after a very uncomfortable few seconds, and quietly died a few minutes later, probably leaving a puddle of urine underneath her corpse from all that wine. If she's found before she decomposes she shouldn't present any public health hazard.