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swaraj

Dead Lilith
Apr 10, 2023
51
This is a scheduled thread. I am hopefully dead.
I was cursed with extremely abusive parents who made everyday of my life a living hell. My mother trafficked me to different men all my childhood and teenage years, including to my father. Physical and verbal abuse was an everyday ordeal for me. I had to perform brilliantly in everything to maintain my mom's "image". I worked very hard to establish myself and started going to therapy. Made a lot of progress there, but these two miscreants came at me with full vengeance.
In the last two months I had made arrangements to move away with no trace because I feared for my life. My parents traced me to an Airbnb I was staying at with the help of police, and put up a whole show of how I'm being a terrible daughter to them. In the process, to add to the heat the Airbnb host in a bid to reach me a lesson about family values started putting my personal information on public sites, including on Airbnb. Airbnb dealt with it very fast and deleted it but she's still doing it. Leaving her Airbnb listing here on a public site :


I have collected lots of evidence of what my parents have done and sent them to my therapist. I maybe killed in a few days as a bid to save my family's honour, which is very common to do to women in my country. So I'm not even worried about CTB.
I am really grateful to have found this community. I love you guys🧡 You'll were my only place of solace in my last days.
 
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Das Nichts

Das Nichts

Dead Man Walking
Apr 8, 2023
521
The wrong person has died. Wherever you are, I hope you are at peace.
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
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You have been treated so horribly. It's regrettable that such a thing happened to you. I hope you are at peace, you haven't had peace while you were alive so i truly hope that you have it now, to its greatest extent. Rest in peace.
 
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Dead Already

Dead Already

Member
Jul 14, 2023
84
Wishing you a peaceful journey.
Damn those that tortured your soul.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,508
I hope you are in peace now! The world is so cruel and the wrong persons have to suffer so much.
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
What a fucked up world we live in where the most kind loving people are pushed to ctb while the assholes of the world continue on with their lives. There is no hope in this world not any more. Wherever you are I hope you have found the peace you so rightly deserve.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
That sounds so horrific what you went through, this world truly is such a repulsive place. I hope you found freedom from your suffering.
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
1,322
I have no words honestly.
Honour killing is such a stupid and terrible thing, I hope those people you mentioned get what they deserve. Including that Airbnb woman (the actual audacity, I am so upset about that woman alone). I am sorry that this world and especially your family could not keep you safe. You deserved so much better.
I really hope that those people do not get the satisfaction of killing you to save their own ass. I wish you all the best, no matter what you decide to do.
 
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Haruka

Haruka

the most beautiful angel
Mar 24, 2023
168
I'm extremely sorry to hear about everything you went through. I hope your exit is smooth, you definitely deserve that at least❤️
 
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exiled

exiled

i gave so many signs
Jun 17, 2023
296
Hey. I am so sorry for everything you've gone through; your story is almost identical to mine. I can't help but notice your links are from India. I am also Indian and reading your story made me feel so much less alone.

I hope you are at peace. But if by any chance you're still around, please reach out — I have never related to someone more.
 
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venin

venin

Text
Jul 28, 2023
757
This is a scheduled thread. I am hopefully dead.
I was cursed with extremely abusive parents who made everyday of my life a living hell. My mother trafficked me to different men all my childhood and teenage years, including to my father. Physical and verbal abuse was an everyday ordeal for me. I had to perform brilliantly in everything to maintain my mom's "image". I worked very hard to establish myself and started going to therapy. Made a lot of progress there, but these two miscreants came at me with full vengeance.
In the last two months I had made arrangements to move away with no trace because I feared for my life. My parents traced me to an Airbnb I was staying at with the help of police, and put up a whole show of how I'm being a terrible daughter to them. In the process, to add to the heat the Airbnb host in a bid to reach me a lesson about family values started putting my personal information on public sites, including on Airbnb. Airbnb dealt with it very fast and deleted it but she's still doing it. Leaving her Airbnb listing here on a public site :


I have collected lots of evidence of what my parents have done and sent them to my therapist. I maybe killed in a few days as a bid to save my family's honour, which is very common to do to women in my country. So I'm not even worried about CTB.
I am really grateful to have found this community. I love you guys🧡 You'll were my only place of solace in my last days.
So sorry this happened to you…

Rest in peace
 
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swaraj

Dead Lilith
Apr 10, 2023
51
Guys I'm still here.
This was a scheduled post.
I'm trying to keep up. Talked to a lawyer. I don't know where I'll end up but I'm trying my best.
 
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venin

venin

Text
Jul 28, 2023
757
Guys I'm still here.
This was a scheduled post.
I'm trying to keep up. Talked to a lawyer. I don't know where I'll end up but I'm trying my best.
Good to hear that 🫂🫶🏼🙏🏼
 
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Dead Already

Dead Already

Member
Jul 14, 2023
84
Guys I'm still here.
This was a scheduled post.
I'm trying to keep up. Talked to a lawyer. I don't know where I'll end up but I'm trying my best.
Good for you, stay strong.
You sound like a very brave woman,
You are not alone on this site.
Lots of people are sending you ❤
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,508
Guys I'm still here.
This was a scheduled post.
I'm trying to keep up. Talked to a lawyer. I don't know where I'll end up but I'm trying my best.
I wish you all the best hopefully the lawyer can help you! Stay strong! Good luck!!
 
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Erik.t.f

Experienced
Jun 1, 2023
215
im so sorry for everything that happened to you, hope you can work something out with that lawyer
 
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venting247

venting247

Member
Aug 9, 2023
25
I'm so sorry you've went through all of this. Good luck and goodbye, I hope you can find peace.
 
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exiled

exiled

i gave so many signs
Jun 17, 2023
296
We are all here for you. I know SS is supportive when people want to give up, but I have faith that these same people will show up in support for you if you choose to stay.
 
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Dead Man Walking!

Member
Aug 10, 2023
20
Good luck and rip
 
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physics

physics

Member
Jun 12, 2023
33
Even I'm from India. I relate to the fact that parents are more worried about their image rather than their own child. I hope you find peace.
 
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Cute_&_Loving

I like trinkets:)
May 10, 2023
424
Oh dear, it sounds so terrible!!! I can't even come to imagine what you're going through. I'm so so sorry. That's so awful!!! You're so strong and amazing!!! I truly I wish I could be there with you and help you !!!!
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
1,780
Best wishes, Swaraj, whatever decisions you make. We're just here to, hopefully, offer you some support in this horrific situation. Stay strong.
 
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MasterOfDisguise

MasterOfDisguise

Wishing for a better life
Jun 20, 2023
31
Best of luck to you. I hope you succeed in whatever you do.
 
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FadingSunshine

FadingSunshine

Nothing lasts forever.
Jul 8, 2023
147
What is this world that we live in where treacherous acts are treated as normal? I can't believe the lengths some people will go to just to make other's lives hell. Hopefully you found your peace now.
 
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ENDFINITY

ENDFINITY

Agony
Aug 13, 2023
7
This is a scheduled thread. I am hopefully dead.
I was cursed with extremely abusive parents who made everyday of my life a living hell. My mother trafficked me to different men all my childhood and teenage years, including to my father. Physical and verbal abuse was an everyday ordeal for me. I had to perform brilliantly in everything to maintain my mom's "image". I worked very hard to establish myself and started going to therapy. Made a lot of progress there, but these two miscreants came at me with full vengeance.
In the last two months I had made arrangements to move away with no trace because I feared for my life. My parents traced me to an Airbnb I was staying at with the help of police, and put up a whole show of how I'm being a terrible daughter to them. In the process, to add to the heat the Airbnb host in a bid to reach me a lesson about family values started putting my personal information on public sites, including on Airbnb. Airbnb dealt with it very fast and deleted it but she's still doing it. Leaving her Airbnb listing here on a public site :


I have collected lots of evidence of what my parents have done and sent them to my therapist. I maybe killed in a few days as a bid to save my family's honour, which is very common to do to women in my country. So I'm not even worried about CTB.
I am really grateful to have found this community. I love you guys🧡 You'll were my only place of solace in my last days.
Are u there? Hope you have found peace
 
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