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crippled with grief
Nov 8, 2021
335
This has come sooner than I wanted. I had travelled down to my destination today to stay in a hotel for five days to relax by myself however my plans been kinda suspected/uncovered and people are asking where I am and it's only a matter of time before the police are called so I am going to have to rush it for tonight. I will literally begin walking to the spot the moment I post this so I unfortunately won't be replying or getting in touch with any of you. I am so grateful for all of you and wish you all the best for the future whatever it has in store for you. Peace x
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,621
Godspeed. I hope you find peace.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Sorry for your pain, sorry life brought you to this, whatever you decide to do, I hope you find the peace you are craving for. A big hug sweet soul. And if you change your mind that's ok, nothing to feel ashamed or pressured to do it.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Please find peace either way. If somehow you read this, I wish I had time to express how badly I feel about your circumstances.
 
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cambrai33

cambrai33

Traveller
Nov 3, 2021
386
You might not read this but can't you just relax there for 5 days?

Im really sorry life has brought you to this place, I don't know the words to say, I'm sorry to see you go my friend
 
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Elri

Elri

Student
Dec 2, 2021
180
Goodluck beautiful soul, did you choose SN ?
 
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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
It was an honor getting to know you and talk with you - I wish you nothing but peace my friend,
 
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Anxieyote

Anxieyote

Sobriety over everything else • 31 • Midwest
Mar 24, 2021
444
I hate that pro-lifers always get the police and mental institutions involved. We can't deviate from our expected path at all without setting off alarm bells, so even our final days will be plagued with anxiety and a "hurry up" mentality.

And of course everyone is on their side because it's so beautiful when people care about other human lives and try to save them. /s

I hate that you feel rushed in your final moments, but if you feel like you may not get another chance, then it may be the right decision.

May peace be with you, and I pray your suffering comes to an end soon.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
May you find everlasting peace and tranquility @dumbbrain your a beautiful soul:heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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uselesswaste

uselesswaste

Member
Dec 4, 2021
57
AHHH... I used to see this person active on forums recently, suddenly seeing the goodbye thread makes me feel sad. It's like watching a true documentary.

I despise goodbye threads, and when they have last seen matches, their goodbye message hurts me. Anyway hope you rest in peace.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
I used to see this person active on forums recently, suddenly seeing the goodbye thread makes me feel sad. It's like watching a true documentary.
This is how I'm feeling too. I've seen so many of their posts, I feel like I know them a bit. It also reminds me that other people I know are planning to ctb soon.

Hope you find peace OP.
 
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Flying Away

A listening ear is better than suffering in silenc
Nov 20, 2021
393
Peace be the journey
 
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Jenjoh2358

Jenjoh2358

Close the world, Open the next.
Oct 12, 2021
112
Good luck, @dumbbrain

Peace be with yourself after this life
 
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SadJessu

SadJessu

Just tired.
Aug 17, 2020
168
Remember it's never too late to change your mind. Either way I wish you peace. Blessings to you.
 
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Kobusu

Kobusu

Writer
Oct 18, 2021
268
Good luck, and be safe. I hope you find peace.
 
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NatalLiminality

Member
Dec 11, 2021
22
Good luck buddy.
 
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Dreamlike Reality

Dreamlike Reality

Bedhead 💤
Nov 29, 2021
74
I wish you well. We never spoke much but I always saw your posts around, and I hope only peace for you now.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,480
I wish you the best. I hope you find peace and freedom from all suffering.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
I hope you find peace.
 
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StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
I'm so sad ... Dumbbrain was so nice. Mental illness is a true killer. Dunbbrain, I wish you the peace you couldn't find here. Rest well.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,621
This is how I'm feeling too. I've seen so many of their posts, I feel like I know them a bit. It also reminds me that other people I know are planning to ctb soon.

Hope you find peace OP.
This one is also getting to me more than others have. I read all of OP's posts over the last month. Knew how much he was suffering.
 
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Eternal Oblivion

Student
Nov 23, 2021
195
It's misture of feelings seeing goodbye posts, specially when you had the chance to see the person around for a while.

Please remember It's never too late to reconsider.

If you are too go ahead, I hope you find the peace we are all looking for, and I'm sorry things had to be this way.
 
wanttogetonthebus

wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
405
No one can hurt you again where you're going. Not being loved is so painful. I feel like sometimes we need enough love from others to be able to overcome extremely difficult physical and emotional challenges that compound, but sometimes the world simply can't give it to us as the world itself exists as it is unfeeling, unthinking, and uncaring. I'm sorry this world wasn't enough for you OP. I'm sorry you had to get forced into this world. But, I'm glad you could find some happiness in life despite your struggles even if your happiness was much less than others. Rest peacefully for you never deserved anything less than peace.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
I hope you find what you are looking for :heart: please post if you can.
 
Rayzieka

Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
637
I hope you find peace.
I'm Sorry you feel you need to rush things.
 
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themanwithoutaplan

Member
Dec 10, 2021
12
Wishing you peace on your journey. I know your contributions on this forum resonated with many, including me.
 
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Kobusu

Kobusu

Writer
Oct 18, 2021
268
God this is fucking with me. I know I already said something before but so much of your struggle resonated with me. I know you knew I understood, and I always knew you were lurking in chat haha. I'm gonna miss you, and I don't even know you that well. It's fucked that you were rushed. It's fucked that you were abandoned. I hope you enjoyed your final moment. I'm really going to miss you dude. I hope you're at peace, whatever's happened.
 
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DeadSet

Member
Nov 22, 2021
49
I hope you find your peace
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
good luck, peace to you
 
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