Goodbye thread

[hopelessgirl]

I hope and believe this is it. Been on this forum since 2021. And I have tried. It doesnt get better for me. Tried talk therapy numerous meds and Tms. Also been hospitalized numerous times.

I am done with life and I hate it. Now I can leave because I know I tried

I have SN but I actually don't want to go that way. I prefer going with hanging and feel confident it will be fast and peaceful enough.

I have to wait till tomorrow morning when my boyfriend goes to work. Im so done I don't even want a last meal or enjoy some alcohol or anything.

I hope it works out for you guys and I pray assisted suicide for mental illness will be available in the future and I find it so unfair it isn't.

 

[peewee]

im so sorry you've been pushed to this point, i hope you reach out for help and dont go through with it, but if you do i hope its quick and peaceful, i am planning on ctb the same way day after tomrrow, sending lots of love x

 

[letmeseethedeath]

I hope and believe this is it. Been on this forum since 2021. And I have tried. It doesnt get better for me. Tried talk therapy numerous meds and Tms. Also been hospitalized numerous times.

I am done with life and I hate it. Now I can leave because I know I tried

I have SN but I actually don't want to go that way. I prefer going with hanging and feel confident it will be fast and peaceful enough.

I have to wait till tomorrow morning when my boyfriend goes to work. Im so done I don't even want a last meal or enjoy some alcohol or anything.

I hope it works out for you guys and I pray assisted suicide for mental illness will be available in the future and I find it so unfair it isn't.

will you go for partial hanging or not? i'm afraid to fail, i don't know what i should use, i only have a belt

 

[FreeHer77]

I wish you nothing but peace! I'm ready to go as well. I just don't want to die alone.

 

[MissAbyss]

️ I wish you eternal peace ️

 

[Irisse]

I wish you a peaceful departure.

 

[dissociation]

I hope you find peace.

 

[Alice.]

i hope everything goes well for you. thank you for your prayers, i also hope assisted suicide becomes a thing, it's kind of crazy to me how it isn't, but you know. your boyfriend will probably be really sad though lol

 

[elenaboo25]

i hope everything goes well for you. thank you for your prayers, i also hope assisted suicide becomes a thing, it's kind of crazy to me how it isn't, but you know. your boyfriend will probably be really sad though lol

Assisted suicide is a thing in some countries. In most places, the criteria are very strict, and people with a known mental illness very rarely get approved for it.

 

[Flubber]

When young people (or so they seem) have such so much future ahead of them and they are already tired of life to the point of no-return, it is absolutely heart-breaking.

@hopelessgirl if there's anything AT ALL that would help you right now, please say what it is!

 

[ringo99]

I'm so sorry for your pain but I hope you find the closure you're looking for. I'm close to the brink myself. I don't believe in an afterlife, but if by some weird twist of fate one does exist, the first round's on me. Goodbye

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[marksofdespair]

best of luck on your journey.

 

[hopelessgirl]

will you go for partial hanging or not? i'm afraid to fail, i don't know what i should use, i only have a belt

I will go for full hanging and I will use a climbing rope.

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

I'm really sorry you tried everything but none of them worked. I agree that euthanasia is accessible for every human regardless of physical health conditions. It's so sad you don't have this option. I hope your transition is peaceful and you finally find what you are seeking for on the other side

 

[CicisDoingUnwell]

I'm so sorry to read this… please take care, okay? Reminder that you can back up everytime and if you feel to, call the local helpline.
Stay Strong, I understand the struggl.

 

[hopelessgirl]

When young people (or so they seem) have such so much future ahead of them and they are already tired of life to the point of no-return, it is absolutely heart-breaking.

@hopelessgirl if there's anything AT ALL that would help you right now, please say what it is!

Not that young. 32. Have no family and no future.

 

[hopelessgirl]

So I sent a text to my former psychatrist at 3 am. It was a thank you message and I told him how much he meant to me.

And that landed me in the hospital. My boyfriend wasnt going to work anyways so I wouldnt have been able to go through with my plans.

I just wanted to let my psychatrist know how important he was to me before I went, and I was hoping for some soothing last words from him, but he called the hospital in my new town instead expressing his concern.

I dont care if I will stay here for a couple of weeks. At least I have my own room and I don't have to pretend to be normal around my boyfriend and him making my life even more like torture.

If anyone want to chat while I'm in here I would be grateful.